WAKING UP IN A REALITY I DIDN'T ENVISION MYSELF IN
Layers of wake up.. hitting home - hard.
I always thought I wasn’t good enough or fit in with the ‘cool kids’ or had the fancy car or home or clothes or lifestyle that I was still striving to reach THERE…
But Spirit showed me something…
Did I ever want that?
Maybe I thought I was good enough then.
Maybe I felt like I would’ve made it then.
Where does that drive even come from?
Maybe I thought I would’ve been accepted by my family and ‘those friends’ then.
Maybe I thought I would’ve reached the detonation - ha meant to write destination #damnautospell - and yet detonation is right on point.
Spirit annihilated to complete obliteration - what I thought I was supposed to attain… to be… to hang around..
Maybe I was still longing to fit in from high school being on the outskirts of a circle of 4 rather than the rest of the year that seemed to all hang...
This is one you are going to want to watch!!!