NOT GOOD ENOUGH - CLEAR! THIS is how I clear... nothing more, nothing less is what this post is about... THIS is how you CLEAR THREADS. #likeapro #shamanstyle #feelingalltheway #ancientbloodedhealerstyle #ridingthewave
As I dropped deep... deep into the thread, the grief was real. The heartache was real. Feeling the depths of not good enough was real.
What did I do? What did I do? Was all that stumbled out of my mouth today in deep grief as I fell to my knees in deep dark heart pain.
I'll be honest, I struggled today on Mother's Day today. Mother? Wtf is that?
One could say I have issues with most 'commercialised days'. I don't really acknowledge them. Perhaps it is wondering how we all even came to celebrate such days, when people complain about Christmas for example and how it is all about presents and how it is a strain for most.. well why do we even do it.. another subject for another time I'm sure...