It's a fine line between 'drama' and having those mighty uncomfortable conversations.
I had an experience yesterday, where someone said to me "Usually I would walk away from this drama, but I am doing this to benefit you."
I replied with,
"Hmmm, yes, it is a fine line with the 'drama' and the really uncomfortable, hard confronting conversations hey?"
It was a big eye opener for me. All those times people threw their hands up in the air with me, brushed them off, turned their backs and walked away... because I was simply having a conversation about some hard, uncomfortable underlying things.
This was so massive.
Another huge shift in - no... there is NOTHING wrong with me.
It was like all the memories flashed back through my vision as they were upping and leaving, dissipating right before me... as I was left sitting there in awe.
The things that flood out of my mouth when I am in full flow of the deep underlying truths that I had buried deep...
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I'VE BEEN IN A HOLDING PATTERN AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
Maybe, that is what this trip has been about.
Because it certainly wasn't about the storms! Yet, that is the thing that got me out of there - so it was time, to move outta there - and FAST.
And it sure did happen.
And I think from that, I am still adjusting. Well, I feel that it wasn't until two days later I actually energetically arrived after driving 2000kms unexpectedly, well, 1603 to precise.
It's been an adjustment, in a sense in that I am someone who likes to energetically be prepared for something like this road trip. And whilst I was - intuitively, and could pack up and leave within 3 days with 'no warning whatsoever' - is a pretty big feat if I do say so myself.
I am sure the sun is shining back where we've lived for 8 years and of course, I have gone through the full range of emotions, including bawling my eyes out as soon as our car pulled up in a place I knew we would be staying for longer...