I know that my relationships 'failed' in the past, because I 'fell for their potential' not the current reality of who they were.
Due to this, I found myself always ‘nit picking’ what was wrong with them, what they weren’t doing right, how they weren’t stepping up and… the list goes on.
This, was only reflecting me not owning and living, my own potential that I was seeing in them.
I was nit picking my own self - because I didn’t listen to my intuition from the start to not walk any further down this road with them. But all my fears of ‘this is all there is’ ‘they love me, why should I walk away’ - yet, what I learnt, is no matter how shiny it is on the outside, if my intuition is telling me no - I need to not only listen, but act on it.
Because I didn’t act on what my intuition was guiding me to do, I felt angry, agitated and anxious 99% of the time, there was an underlying unsettled feeling, that they...
I FORGET IT AFFECTS ME TOO
Sounds silly right? Yet, I do.
Right now, we are in this portal that I keep talking about. If you look back over the years, this time of year is always quite.... shedding one could say.
It is when we are either going into a caterpillar cocoon into the darkness - or are the seed in the darkness of the soil that we don't realise is a seed about to hit the surface and feel the light again...
We are coming out of the cocoon already, or we've already broken the surface of the soil and are feeling the light again.
I will keep reminding you that we are in this portal of Halloween/Samhain - this is the marking point of heading into the dark winter... in the Northern Hemisphere of course.
Then, on top of that, we are heading into Scorpio... one of the darkest Astrological signs for the simple fact that it is DEEP, dark, mysterious and mighty sensual.
Many are experiencing right now: