Real Time 003: A State of Abundance

Well... apparently it took me nearly TWO WEEKS to finish recording this episode. 😂

I started recording after the massive birthday week I shared about in Episode 002 because I genuinely felt like I needed time to process what the fuck had just happened. The cars. The storage shed. My daughter getting her car. Me getting my new car. Getting the Black Dragon Wagon ready to sell... and then suddenly realising I don't know if I actually want to sell it anymore. 😂

And somewhere in amongst all of that, something much bigger has been happening. I feel like I'm getting myself back.

In this episode I talk about what happened when I had the Black Dragon professionally detailed and felt like seven years of energy was being cleaned out of it with it. Why driving my new little car has unexpectedly shifted something HUGE in my nervous system around safety, survival and always needing to know I could escape.

How somehow this whole car situation has taught me to hold my value - not only with the car, but in my business and with what I charge.

I talk about buying myself a new pair of earrings for my birthday and unexpectedly realising I'd reclaimed a piece of myself from TEN YEARS AGO that I didn't even know was still sitting there.

The ridiculous synchronicities that keep happening with cars and songs.

Why I ended up crying after a conversation with my dad about my family - and the very different kind of grief that came through when I realised that loving someone doesn't necessarily mean you share the same values.

Boundaries. Family. Self-worth. Business. Money. Safety. Grief. Intuition. Cars. Trauma. Reclamation.

You know... just a casual week or so over here. 😂

But by the end of this episode, I finally understand what all of these seemingly random things have actually been showing me.

I've spent so much of my life thinking about abundance as something we create, receive, earn or have.

And suddenly I could feel something completely different: A State of Abundance has been me reclaiming all parts of myself. A State of Abundance has been me returning to wholeness. A State of Abundance has been me healing trauma and coming back to my whole self.

Fuck. I think there's a LOT more coming through about this one.

Welcome to Reality Awareness: Real Time 003 - A State of Abundance. ❤️‍🔥

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑