Shadow Work Reconnected Me to My Soul 💎🌹

Shadow Work Reconnected Me to My Soul. 💎🌹

I feel like I forgot who I am. 

I forgot what I do.
I realised… I went unconscious to who I truly am. 

The hurt. The pain. The rejection. The betrayal. 

And whilst I don’t really know what happened or if I could pin point one thing that happened, (at the same time, I could write a book about it all)… but all I know is that this round of Shadow Work reconnected me back to my Soul. 

On all levels. 

Into how I am here.. to serve. From my Soul. Just like I did, have done and am here to do. 

Humans, in unconsciousness are always trying to find a way back to consciousness. Back to Soul. Back to Life. 

The depths of Throat Chakra Consciousness. 

The portal to authenticity and to the Heart.

Many start from the Base up, I start from the Crown down. 

The Throat is the portal to the Heart and the grounding of the authentic Soul - from Source. 

For my Soul to speak. 

I have been scared to speak. To allow my Soul to speak through me. 

Scared to speak… from my place of true power - my Soul. 

Scared to say what I really want to say. 

For the last 5 years have taken me to hell and back and something has shifted deep inside where this place cannot be held captive anymore. 

My Soul must speak… from the heart. 

About anything and everything. 

Without fear of reprimand.
Without fear of the dark attacking on the summers day doing my souls work. 

I cannot hide anymore.
I cannot hold back saying what I really want to say. 
I cannot allow this inner judge to show up through people who are scared of their POWER. 

Of those who are scared to say what is really on their mind and get sick on a regular basis because they hold back/are unconscious to feeling their true heart. 

I have worked through many pieces the last few years but have held back on sharing anything. 
I felt judged - people still do. People always will. 

And it got me down. Real down. 
My biggest fears lurking in the shadows. 
Fear of rejection. Fear of betrayal. Fear of fill in the blank. 

From building a million dollar business from soul doing whatever the fuck I want to do, to ‘professional marketers’ telling you to do it this way and that way and when I shared my process of posting 5 times a day in 2016 and them staring blank and saying it’s too much.. and yet the head of instagram marketing says post 5 times a day - 9 years ago I was doing this. 🤦🏻‍♀️

To my own inner woman hiding her true authentic voice from being shut down from the ones closest to her intimate heart. So I stopped sharing. Anything. On social media. With friends. Nothing. I stopped it all. Not many know much about me anymore. 

And whilst Shadow Work Reconnecting me back to my Soul I want to speak again - about anything and everything - this time in the unconscious waters with the Forest Fae the last 4.5 years has taught me how to hone this power of the word, of the AI tools that are prevalent… and how to anchor the potent balance to share what needs to shift in the collective in present consciousness for the entire reason I am here. 

In fear that ‘the man I am meant to be with won’t want me sharing my heart and soul on social media’ to me completely shutting down and wondering where the fuck I even went (The Fae took me deep). If the man I am with is too scared to stand up to his family and defend his woman - he is no man for me. He is the mummy boy I stepped into mummying. 🤢 

If the man I am with earns less than me, he is not the man for me. I’ve since learnt… it is a beautiful fast filter. A very short conversation with the right questions saves the most precious asset we have in this realm - the only thing that keeps us here - Time. 

If a man can’t meet my wild feminine intuitive pure heart in his grounded masculine presence I am not interested. My Soul meets me in God’s work and this fulfils my pure wild heart. 

When I received my Crescent Moon. For years, people would want to be around me, my energy, get close to me - to only discard me when they truly felt the power of my Wild Intuitive Soul unturning the darkest buried consciousness to face in the light of day. Now, with my Crescent Moon at the forefront of my Being - shining light before anyone comes close, has been a filter of the highest order. Only those who are willing to dare look within, even in the slightest, will speak to me - others… clear the path before I walk, like red carpet being laid out.. but it is blue.  

Like those wanting to get close and ‘be friends’ but actually want the codes to building an empire.. yeah nah. People say my standards are too high, my boundaries too strong - but now? I just get paid. 

My boundaries are my power. 
They are my clarity on what is aligned and what isn’t. 

They are the REASON people pay me and shift their life out of the toxic crap they’ve been living in and find happiness and peace again - finally living their Soul’s path - whatever that is for THEM. 

Not everyone has to be - you’re not meant to be. you’re meant to find YOU. My gift, is leading you back to YOU. That is my Purpose - to find YOUR Purpose. 

I am happy doing my Soul’s work. I always have been. For 20 years walking this path in solitude doing God’s work through my Soul for Reality Awareness - over this time, coming in waves of feeling excess judgement because of my success, that I am doing something wrong and yet, every time I swung back around to realise how ahead of my time I have been… since the dawning of time. That I don’t need people around me to feel validated and loved. I just do my thing. My Soul’s work fulfils me and in the unconscious dives that sunk me from the intimate relationships that cut my throat and some, sent me into spins I didn’t know existed and some. That… was some deep dive.

This time… this swing in the unconscious waters with the Fae and back again… I am here to stay. 

Maybe it is the Easter rebirth. Maybe it is the natural Moon & Astrological Calendar new beginning with extra crazy strong coronal mass ejections and the ‘Pope’ suddenly dying on Gregorian calendar cryptic shit they do that my ass has been kicked by my Soul to SPEAK again because the world needs this anchor.. 

Regardless… if you’re here for it - welcome to Reality Awareness. 

If not, I’ll be here when you’re ready for the consciousness that intertwines worlds and holds the very fabric of this reality together, weaved with gravity, smell and time = consciousness is the thread that weaves the light coding in vibrational densities so I can meet you here. 

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

P.S. If you’re ready to come back to Soul, speak your truth and find your Light again.. click here and I will send you The Shadow Alchemy Process so you can do just that: https://www.realityawareness.com/the-shadow-alchemy-process

P.P.S. If you want to be pulled back to your power and lifted from the unconscious waters click here for my Hour Of Power to come back to Life again - consciously, with boundaries, with potency.. so you can get paid doing what you love from your heart again: https://www.realityawareness.com/private-mentoring