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PEOPLE WILL JUDGE YOU, MOCK YOU AND RIDICULE YOU

99% of the time - from one single post you write. 

They no nothing about you, barely have followed you for long, or know the depth of the trauma, heart break and reality shifting hard core human history truths you have travelled... 

Which has led you to teach exactly what you do, be exactly who you are, put strong boundaries in place like you do, speak the have the dept of Soul that you do - because you have lived for LIFETIMES through this stuff....

And yet...

PEOPLE WILL JUDGE YOU, MOCK YOU AND RIDICULE YOU

They will think you are blind, charge too much, don't know what you are doing, gossip about you and put you down... 

And yet...

You have strong boundaries that you easily say NO to what is not aligned and fast eradicate the draining people from your life. 

You have a strong sense of self that you won't take any shit in your life anymore and you definitely don't undercharge anymore. 

You have been...

I USED TO ADMIRE THEM, BUT NOW......

I used to be boisterous and loud. I used to be a bitch. I used to be one of the boys. I used to think that was what I needed to be to achieve, but I realised that was the front for my tender heart that was trying to protect itself.

Now I don’t need protecting.

Now my masculine is not out of balance.

Now my immature masculine self doesn’t need to put on the big front of facade.

I can just be me. Without putting anyone else down.

Without judging those I have no idea with their life entails.

Without thinking I need to be doing it better or like them (competition - immature masculine).

I used to be okay with sarcastic humour. Not anymore. It’s abuse.

These things - I recently came across someone who I deeply admired, who taught me a lot. But through reactive outbursts, on my part AND their part, they are not in my life anymore. 

I recently read something and it hurt my heart. I felt it to my core. And in the...