No filter required, because the clarity I feel with my new life is exactly this - clear and beautiful.
However, I found myself bawling my eyes out in deep, deep grief last night for over an hour.
It was deep, deep grief, and it surprised me what it dropped into.
My old house and what I went through being in that home for 8 years.
What I learnt and grew through.
The biggest piece being my ex of 5 years and what... I went through with that. What I grew through and the person it has made me today, because of it.
But not a grief of missing it.
Rather, the stored and buried resentment that I had tucked away deep inside my gall-bladder.
Tears poured, out of no where as I climbed into bed. I found myself 'at my old house' in the lounge room on my knees, bawling my eyes out.
I found myself, hovering/flying above my house/suburb, feeling trapped in the black sludge that I felt energetically in that suburb, that I repeatedly cleared for so...
I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CREATES MY SCHEDULE.
I can pick and choose when I want to work and with whom I want to work.
I create my entire reality and can do what I want when I want.
I love what I do and do what I love - including sitting on the beach on a Monday morning, when everyone else is 'at work'.
Just over 3 years ago, I got ripped apart for posting a photo on social media for 'laying around on the beach on a Monday morning when everyone else is at work'. The person was an awesome key board warrior and a member of my family. Instead of communicating on facebook, I picked up the phone and called her. Of course, she didn't answer. And still to this day, there has been no contact.
I am also a highly sensitive empath who is deeply in tune and I feel that this memory has come back recently, because I have been picking them up intuitively. Meaning, I can feel them talking about me again recently. So.. of course I will post another photo.. on Monday...
This time, 8 years ago - I was about to move home, to Perth. Where my family is. I had lived in Queensland, with no family for 12 years at that time. I had a daughter who at the time was 3 years old and everyday I questioned what I was doing, living on the other side of Australia raising my daughter alone with no family around.
The only thing that kept me ‘stuck’ was that her father lived close by, yet that didn’t stop me. I was looking at rentals and was going to move home I had decided.
Two weeks passed and as our Summer morning ritual continued, we went to the beach in the pram as I had no car at the time as this was peak time of me choosing to not have a car that my ex had given me and was somewhat his ‘control’ over me. I had chosen to release any hold that he had over me and giving his car back and going carless, catching the bus everywhere with my then 3 year old daughter in the pram was what I was willing to do. I was willing to do whatever it...
Dealing with regret in relationships & relationship breakups, the doubt and confusion when you leave a relationship, the narcissistic behaviours that keep you stuck and why you don't listen to your intuition from the very start.
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The Life Purpose Queen
It's okay to walk away without explanation...
It’s okay to say that’s not in alignment and continue on in the direction that is in alignment without giving a reason why...
You don’t need to explain yourself to anyone - especially those you are leaving in your past.
You don’t need to explain why or how or anything.
Because usually, they won't hear it anyway.
It is probably at a point, where you have grown so much that anything you say doesn't register or they aren't even interested in understanding your why.
"People only understand to the level of their perception." (and it takes a skilled heart centred Healer to help people see another reality without powerful love )
Chrysocolla in The Liquid Crystals is awesome for this. Silence. When you know your whole truth, you come into a place where you don't even need to speak it to anyone.
Your actions naturally become louder than words.
You don't even try.
It just is who you...