I know that my relationships 'failed' in the past, because I 'fell for their potential' not the current reality of who they were.
Due to this, I found myself always ‘nit picking’ what was wrong with them, what they weren’t doing right, how they weren’t stepping up and… the list goes on.
This, was only reflecting me not owning and living, my own potential that I was seeing in them.
I was nit picking my own self - because I didn’t listen to my intuition from the start to not walk any further down this road with them. But all my fears of ‘this is all there is’ ‘they love me, why should I walk away’ - yet, what I learnt, is no matter how shiny it is on the outside, if my intuition is telling me no - I need to not only listen, but act on it.
Because I didn’t act on what my intuition was guiding me to do, I felt angry, agitated and anxious 99% of the time, there was an underlying unsettled feeling, that they...
There comes a time when you have to trust yourself... and then trust yourself some more.
There comes a time when you need to block the world out for a time and back yourself and back yourself some more.
There comes a time when you need to ignore what ANYONE says or thinks of you and keep going on the direction you know is right for you.
There comes a time when you need to step into your divine inherent birthright and step into it some more.
There comes a time when you just have to zip your mouth and just do the damn thing.
There comes a time when you just need to push through that tiredness and be mindful what you're telling yourself and your body and what you can and can't do.
There comes a time when you have to just do the thing and make it happen, especially when logic tells you, you can't.
There comes a time when you have to let go of telling yourself you're not worth it, that you aren't good enough to have what they have... or be what they are.
There comes a...
"We are 'awakening into the new dawning era' - with Feminine feeling safe and bringing the Masculine into (balance) and 7 is not a balanced number! 3 is not a balanced number. The consciousness of Humanity will shift when we step out of the triples and the 7's of the chakras and move into Sacred 4 and Divine 8 - infinity flow. If you can feel the depths of what I just wrote in this paragraph - you shift Humanity with your realisation of this alone "
YESTERDAY I SAT ON THE SAND and it was calm. Peaceful. The wind, had ceased.
The chaotic movements seemed to have gone.
The more stable, grounded pieces were all that has been left.
And what an analogy for what I have been feeling lately. Well, this past 6-8 months - has felt like a whirlwind of change. If I could put it into words, it would feel like:
WHAT IF YOU WEREN'T DROWNING?
What if, you were being REBORN?
What if, you could lead a lifestyle, like they do?
What if, you could be as fit and healthy, like they?
What if, you could be so confident in yourself, that nothing knocked you - ever?
What if, you could have the most treasured and loving relationship, like they?
What if, you could have anything you desired - right now?
What if, you didn't need to push anymore?
What if, you didn't need to be in pain anymore?
What if, you could change all this overnight?
What if, you could really have the lifestyle you deep down, Soul desired want to?
What if, the only stopping you this entire time, has been you?
What if, you had all the answers inside of you?
What if, you already knew what you had to do - you just have to DO IT?
What if, nothing gets to be thrown out and everything get's to be restructured to match the new you, you've been creating all...
When Indecision Kills Your Intuition
There seems to be so much indecision around at the moment collectively for a lot of people, people being left hanging in the lurch, people leaving others hanging in the lurch, people not knowing which way things are going to unfold and whilst there is a delicate balance of trusting and letting go of outcomes and seeing what happens, there is also a time when indecision holds you back from receiving what you really want. At the same time, when something is meant to happen, it will happen regardless. Sounds contradictory hey? Yep... so where is that fine line?
Indecision is one of the biggest killers of your intuition because it simply shows you do not trust yourself in some way and don't trust something bigger than you at play and guiding you every single step of the way which is the ultimate basis for your Intuition - Trust. When you are indecisive it can be for two reasons:
#1: You already know the truth and don't want to face it
When you already...
Oh babe, come on... seek in YOUR heart, not mine...
I say that, I feel there is a connection there between us, yet what you are feeling, is a connection with your own soul, your own heart - and the love and attraction you feel is a love and attraction to a version of yourself that you need to own, step up to and BE in this world - THEN you will attract someone who reflects that to you, you don’t need to look for love you need to BE love… I hear there is a deep longing in your soul to be loved, to be needed to be honoured to be cherished… yet - are you doing this for yourself? When we are searching for that counterpart - you will only seek emptiness… for you are empty yourself, seeking to fill a hole. Yes, it is a very real human need to be loved, held and cherished…yet.. what areas of your life are you neglecting that you are needing to turn this love, acceptance and cherished energy towards?
Open-mindedness that the possibility that there is that...
NO MORE BROKEN PROMISES!!!
When you say you are going to do something for yourself and you don't follow through with this, there is a piece of your soul that dims and piece of you that dies.
Your voice hides away and you become less and less of a powerful co-creator.
Feeling powerless, useless, worthless and downright sad, depressed and ridiculously jealous of anything that anyone has that you don't.
Because WORDS ARE POWERFUL and the words you speak and the words you think, become feelings, then become things.
When you say you are going to do something - you make a promise to yourself!
When you don't follow through on what you say you are going to do, you experience feelings of betrayal, depths of sadness and loneliness and you will more than likely find that these are being reflected to you through other people, places or things that are going on in your life.
Broken promises to yourself are like chains and padlocks around your Soul
If you want more energy in your...
SOME PEOPLE HAVE A GIFT FOR NAVIGATING THE DARKNESS - but they don't realise, that, that's what it is!
Those that get caught up in listening to society telling them:
YOU'RE NOT CURSED! YOU'RE GIFTED!!!
YOU'RE NOT TOO MUCH! YOU'RE GIFTED!!
You just have to know how to use your Gift!
You just have to know WHO TO LISTEN TO - because society will send you to insanity...
Whereas... when you know how to use your Gift - the entire reason you've been put on the planet - the entire reason you are so damn acutely clued in and aware of all the dark energies going on,...
Your Dreams - Your Sleep Dreams, Day Dreaming & Your Waking Dreams
Some people believe that your sleep dreams are totally separate to your waking dreams.
Daydreaming is just as important as sleeping dreams - they both decipher Clairvoyant information that your intuition is communicating to you - but are you paying attention?
There is the information that is conveyed to you in your sleeping dream state, that sometimes makes no logical sense whatsoever - what do you do with that information?
Do you brush it off and think, gosh that was weird and then not think about it again?
Do you realise that intuition never usually makes logical sense?
Do you realise your power lays in writing it down with pen and paper, not in a device typing it with the keyboard?
You may never have the logical understanding come to you about your sleeping dream, yet, there is deep power in writing it down anyway.
Your Daydreams are just as important as your sleeping...