Lately I have felt blocked… like nothing was sticking.. no inspiration to write
Jul 06, 2025
Lately I have felt blocked… like nothing was sticking.. no inspiration to write and blog and talk and live about what I really wanted to talk about.. because ultimately.. I don’t have anything to talk about and that… is somewhat a surprise.. somewhat ‘not me’ and yet.. I just realised… what this is…
The shift from trauma - to sovereignty.
From messy chaotic downloads… to now..
Healed, resourced, grounded and sovereign.
Building a business on wild chaotic messy asf downloads - oh don’t worry - they still come in my sacred raging wildfires that get burnt at the stake and triggered.. don’t worry.. the wild sovereign witch is still very much alive…
And yet, a grounded, solid version of me has emerged from the seas… from the wilderness of the lands, from nature that has become my safety net in the silence, the wilderness of the zillions of stars that sparkle through my window each night, needing to close the blinds as the Full Moon nears for Her light shining bright like the sunlight on the starry nights alone in the mists deep in the forests, speaking the language that has come with initiation, training and isolation from the real world.
Lately it has felt hard to write or talk or think of something to talk about that wants to come streaming through my Soul.. She has been quiet.. redirected in Her power - building what She had always been here to build.
Building what would outstanding Her life.. that thing called Legacy - that lives on, long after She’s gone. That thing that changes reality that many laugh at in the days no one understands until it becomes the way of life everyone doesn’t even think about because it is conscious normality.
The old ways are crumbling - a reflection of that which She’s walked through.
What has felt harder is that I am no longer writing or sharing from survival - I am writing and sharing from sovereignty - from Power.
Whilst it has always been truth… it is more grounded truth, the wisdom of truth, the sovereign power that takes a re-writing of the human ego to match that of Soul.
To hold when to speak, to know what to engage in, to hear when to walk away from groups and situations, to stand tall and hold ground when required - with more power, more sovereignty - that rattles cages, moves mountains and reality shifts rapidly from same.
The ‘hard’ in used to writing from trauma to now speaking, living and being in sovereign power - is different. Quieter, but stronger and loud and roars when required.
There isn’t so much to talk about… because there is focus, dedication, diligence and discipline to not just the practices that hold this sovereign power, recoded and rewritten from but the channeling of this power.
It’s not scattered, it’s not loud for validation, attention or trying to be finally heard.
She is heard. She is focused. Diligent and channeling this to the dedication of what she was here for before all the unravelling of that which got in the way of being a clear channel, of those that were pulling and draining at her energy from the bounds and ecstasy through the woven threads of time.
She went into the woods and has returned… sovereign.
She thought she was going for silence and quiet to film, to create…
But instead she was taken to the depths of Hades and back and has not… returned the same.
She has returned.. calibrated to build something sustainable.. this time, that won’t burn out.
The discipline, diligence and systems required now.. can only be built from this new frequency.
Here I was thinking I was going to the forest to create and complete my projects and then go and live… and yet, She took me deeper to be rebuild me to sustain my projects to outlive me.
Legacy requires sustainable systems… not spontaneous overflow.
From someone who grew up and lived a life equating power to abuse…
That re-write has been something else.
No wonder it required a five year initiation in the forest.
Didn’t see that one coming..
And yet, I have always just followed the flow.. the whisper and the orbs lighting the way in front of me, hearing the chorus of the sounds between worlds taking me one step deeper than I thought I could go, showing me things that crack my mind open, that blow me apart and obliterate what I thought about reality and some… to come back… not reborn.. but someone I am just getting to know.
A reality not known..
A path.. still unfolding..
Stepping forth into the unknown every step of the way has not only become the way I live.. but the thing that has brought comfort - that I only realised when I thought it was the opposite.
The darkness of the path that is one not many follow.. but one that you walk.. lights the way for others behind you… your footsteps glow in the sands..
You’re the leader that not others are waiting for..
That you, deep inside you, is waiting for.
The one who knows the way - the only way your Soul leads you… in the dark that is actually the light because it is the purpose of your path - forging through the fabrics of time…
Realities are built from Soul - not human self… that is the construct, but deep inside, you already know the blueprint.
It’s time to lead Her..
In your family..
In your career..
In your days wandering what seems like lost - but the woven fabrics of time are not built on straight lines, they are built in cycles, woven in great spheres, moved through light and pushed through sound, creating signatures that only you recognise, if you’d only learn to listen and heal the greatest relationship you’ve been seeking…
Yourself.
Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑
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