I have been nervous to even write again and I am not even sure what has ‘knocked’ it out of me. Yet, of course, I could name several things #ofcourse and I am sure I will begin to share them soon, as I can feel them BUSTING to speak out of me, to be HEARD and VOICED. Amazing, I just typed HEART and realised how close it is to be HEARD HEART - amazing. Hearing the Heart. Okay, okay!
The biggest space that has been going on for me recently is what do I even do anymore?
What is, the point if sooo many spiritual teachers are now out there and emerging, so what is my purpose even more? If everyone is doing it - then… ?
It has been MIGHTY uncomfortable to sit in this space of not knowing! But it actually isn't the 'not knowing'! It is that the internal driver has gone! The motivation if you will, the why or the - needing to do it to be good enough, to achieve or SOMETHING. Yet, it is also REALLY hard to put into words this feeling - yet, I realise, that this is...
I have been so deep in my work, internal and external, that I just kept turning up and turning up and... oh honey.
That moment.... I asked what on Earth am I missing here and deeply turned BACK to my beyond millionaire mentor (after my reactions and left months ago), Regan Hillyer and with deep process work shift beyond measure.... I guess I was READY TO RECEIVE now! So grateful, she accepted me back and saw/sees ALL of me. Thank you Regan I was ready to really do the work - DEEPLY. I was ready to truly release my restrictive spiritual poverty vows (and so much more, gosh, so much more and face myself)... the world needs people like US with money honey!
That moment.... I received the approval that Reality Awareness is now an Approved Platinum Training Provider with IICT accrediting body and my Healing Modality of an Intuitive Healer & Life Purpose...