THINKING YOUR PURPOSE IS ANYTHING OTHER THAN WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WILL KILL YOU
And no! It is not about being in service to OTHERS!
I have heard time and time again - people exhausted, wanting to give it all up, throw in the towel and getting SUPER RESENTFUL thinking and trying to implement something that is not your purpose driven life - will end up an emotional mess, tired, resentful and just... not wanting to be here anymore.
Now, whilst the difference between what you're meant to do and what you're not meant to do is a bit of a fine line when it comes to pushing through resistance to get your purpose work done - there is a very distinctive feeling between knowing this is what you're Heart and Soul is MEANT to do - no matter how hard or frustrating trying to figure out the tools to make it happen in the world and plain and simple - this is not what I am meant to do.
How will you know?
Because you will FEEL IT IN YOUR SOUL!
Last night I was dancing with my Dragons
#sidenote #energyupdate #checkin
There is this nothingness, but there is everything at the same time. It has felt empty, but it actually isn't that either. Something has deeply changed, and nothing has the same meaning anymore.
That... space.. in between the in breath.... and the out breath....
There has been intense months of deeply recoding my cellular structure, deep down core DNA shifts and changes, solid years of internal work and this past year of recoding at a cellular level in ways that I have never done before - right now? It feels like it has hit physical reality.
Changing my food intake this past month, my cells, my physiological and my bio-chemical way of processing has changed.
I have not had ANY processed foods, no sugar, no carbs and about 1% vegetables, no supplements for this past month (moving into week 5 now). I have taken herbs consistently to kill parasites and pathogens... within 3 days I noticed HUGE changes, within 10 days, it was like a miracle pill... my body...