I've been in and out of okay.. but fuck today was INTENSE!
THIS IS THE SOFTENING INTO RECEIVING MY DESIRES - but OMG what is flowing through me is.... somewhat... INTENSE!
I realised yesterday what I was doing out here... I realised why I was brought out here 'unexpectedly'.
This is my birth place, the place my Soul chose to incarnate for this lifetime.
I realised this not too long ago - well, of course I always knew it right, but it was more.... deeper realisation or something.
And my affinity for United Arab Emirates and the Middle East? Oh the Red Dirt looks EXTREMELY close in relation to me! THAT only dawned on me not long ago and that is what got me to asking why I incarnated here... and what my connection is to the Middle East before this current lifetime.
Yesterday I had a dawning realisation that almost made me... freak.. for a moment. But underneath - it all makes total sense.
For the past 4 or so years I have been deeply questioning, where is...
"We are 'awakening into the new dawning era' - with Feminine feeling safe and bringing the Masculine into (balance) and 7 is not a balanced number! 3 is not a balanced number. The consciousness of Humanity will shift when we step out of the triples and the 7's of the chakras and move into Sacred 4 and Divine 8 - infinity flow. If you can feel the depths of what I just wrote in this paragraph - you shift Humanity with your realisation of this alone "
YESTERDAY I SAT ON THE SAND and it was calm. Peaceful. The wind, had ceased.
The chaotic movements seemed to have gone.
The more stable, grounded pieces were all that has been left.
And what an analogy for what I have been feeling lately. Well, this past 6-8 months - has felt like a whirlwind of change. If I could put it into words, it would feel like: