Woah, we aren't even Heart yet!
This whole Gold Coast thing, is bringing me ALIVE!
Follow the aliveness, they say.
Follow your bliss, they say.
So cliched, it is is almost thrown out the window.
And yet, there is sooooo much TRUTH to it.
Let's be real....
All of this came about because I opened myself up to dating again!
And no, it isn't what you think, I am not moving to the Gold Coast for a man! Or a woman!
A few months back, I realised I really want a life partner. I think I gave up on it due to, well, my past of course. And yet, recently, I have been feeling, well I really need to open up to this.
A few weeks back when my daughter went overseas to see her Dad, being out here on 250 acres on my own was... confronting to say the least.
I realised I didn't want to be alone anymore.
I also realised a hugely important fact, that there is a MASSIVE difference to wanting and 'needing' a relationship because...
I just feel better here.
I shared not long ago in my stories that, this last 3 years has showed me how much ENVIRONMENT MATTERS.
Who you surround yourself with - MATTERS.
It rubs off on you. 100%.
What you listen to - rubs off on you.
Who you speak to - rubs off on you.
What you watch - rubs off on you.
What you eat, becomes you.
If you watched my livestream yesterday, you will understand more deeply what I share here…
I am just happier here.
I haven’t even done anything - but be here.
Even though I am not feeling the fittest in my body right now, carrying extra weight where I am not happy with things - yes, I have been working on changing it, I joined a gym close to where I live (20min drive one way away)…
And yet here?
I am not even ‘hating’ on my extra weight.
I always know I will get my fit, healthy asf body back - I always know this 100%....
I remembered the cycles and dropped it all.
'Take your hands off the wheel Hannah!'
I made a commitment to myself a few months back, that I would wake up when the sun comes up, not when my alarm goes off - or when I wake - during Winter - which is now for me.
That might not seem like a big deal, or something that is like, well yeah, Hannah - of course.
And yet, it is a big deal for me.
For the last 5 years, I have been getting up religiously, at 5am and starting work. It is how I have built my business. Maybe there was one or two days I didn't, like literally.
This time last year - I was in one of the coldest places in Australia in Winter, and I STILL got up, at 5am, when it was dark, would drive after my car defrosted the ice off it with remote start whilst I made my coffee, to drive to the top of the hill with reception and commence work.
I remember a huge fall out occurring with the people I was staying with - they were SOOOOOO triggered...
This is one you are going to want to watch!!!
WE DID IT!! Integration Conssciousness Crystalline Chakra Activations: https://www.realityawareness.com/crystalline-chakra...
I've been in and out of okay.. but fuck today was INTENSE!
THIS IS THE SOFTENING INTO RECEIVING MY DESIRES - but OMG what is flowing through me is.... somewhat... INTENSE!
I realised yesterday what I was doing out here... I realised why I was brought out here 'unexpectedly'.
This is my birth place, the place my Soul chose to incarnate for this lifetime.
I realised this not too long ago - well, of course I always knew it right, but it was more.... deeper realisation or something.
And my affinity for United Arab Emirates and the Middle East? Oh the Red Dirt looks EXTREMELY close in relation to me! THAT only dawned on me not long ago and that is what got me to asking why I incarnated here... and what my connection is to the Middle East before this current lifetime.
Yesterday I had a dawning realisation that almost made me... freak.. for a moment. But underneath - it all makes total sense.
For the past 4 or so years I have been deeply questioning, where is...
"We are 'awakening into the new dawning era' - with Feminine feeling safe and bringing the Masculine into (balance) and 7 is not a balanced number! 3 is not a balanced number. The consciousness of Humanity will shift when we step out of the triples and the 7's of the chakras and move into Sacred 4 and Divine 8 - infinity flow. If you can feel the depths of what I just wrote in this paragraph - you shift Humanity with your realisation of this alone "
YESTERDAY I SAT ON THE SAND and it was calm. Peaceful. The wind, had ceased.
The chaotic movements seemed to have gone.
The more stable, grounded pieces were all that has been left.
And what an analogy for what I have been feeling lately. Well, this past 6-8 months - has felt like a whirlwind of change. If I could put it into words, it would feel like: