I just wouldn't even go there now...
Yet, if I didn't learn what I did back then, if it didn't destroy me back then... well, I know it would've come forth at some point in my lifetime and I am grateful that it did, when it did and... I even feel nervous sharing this.
I also know, that all my experiences have led me to this place now, to have this acute understanding of relationship dynamics, of energetic understanding and for that? Well, I guess the pain was kinda worth it!
When I was fumbling my way around, fumbling my way in the early days of building my business online, this July, marking 4 years from the very moment I opened the online course program I had bought to teach myself how to do it... there was, a lot of... fumbling around... not even, in the online gig scene.
This was... fumbling around in relationships!
I JUST WOULDN'T.....
I see now? That this entire journey online? Has been my journey through Healing My Inner Masculine.
Empaths & Healers Attracting Partners Who Are Not 100% Committed Or Still Attached to Someone Else.
I found working clients over the years and with my own patterns - this thing with Healers & Empaths in particular who attract men (yes, I am speaking from a woman to a man, so if you are a man, obviously change the words to suit.. or not)... attract men who are still in relationship to their ex, perhaps they say they are not and so you move forward in a relationship with them.
But over time, the things don't seem to add up, and then you realise Why did this happen again?!
Why am I continually attracting men who in a single breath jump back with their ex and their kids?!
Why am I only attracting men who are still married even?!!?
Why am I continually attracting men who I only hear from every several months or every year, when they have broken up with their girlfriend, or are fighting with their Mrs and I believe their bullshit stories that they are...
"But, my Heart got it all wrong" - No, it didn't honey..
"Your Heart already knows, Trust it."
I had many people comment and private message me the other day when I posted that quote, saying how much their Heart got it wrong, that they 'can never trust their Heart again, because it failed them' whether in relationships or some other choice they had to make - I am here to say to you, dear Soul, that no, your Heart didn't get it wrong.
Most people get confused in their Heart. They feel confused, because they have been hurt, or betrayed in the past about what their Heart felt was right.
And do you know what? I imagine at one moment in time, in that situation - your heart WAS right - but it never became wrong.
Your Heart is ALWAYS leading you to the fastest route to your Life Purpose, to your Dreams, to your Desires.
What happens, is that as soon as that direction changes within your Heart, let's talk relationship for example.
There is a...
The Number 1 Reason Women Stop Trusting Their Men.....
They say the most powerful teachings are born of wisdom. Wisdom is born of experiences. And goodness have I had my fair share of experiences!
The Number 1 Reason Women Stop Trusting Their Men?
There are several contributing factors.... and there are many different circumstances and experiences yes... yet, that main - Number 1 Reason?
Is that somewhere along the way... they stopped trusting themselves.
OMG. STOP THE FUCKING WORLD.
YES. You stopped trusting YOUrself!
'No, but seriously - they are doing this or that, or I just have this urge to check his phone.'
Or every time he gets a message you wonder who it is from...
Or every time his words don't match his actions...
Or every time he says something and you deeply feel something other than what he is saying...
Yes, you are highly sensitive...
Yes, you are a intuitive...
Yes, you are WOMAN...
Yes, you MAY be right...
And you MAY not be right...
The truth of the situation...
FAILED RELATIONSHIP AFTER FAILED RELATIONSHIP AFTER FAILED RELATIONSHIP
I SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE. Some will understand, some won’t.
Take me deep and take me slow, just don’t make me weep and leave me in a heap.
“I told you She’s the chosen One, and you didn’t believe me.”
I meant to write this blog on Monday, but our Grandmother Moon, had different plans of releasing for me on Monday before I held our powerful Online Full Moon Ceremony. So here it is now.
I have been increasingly frustrated recently with this thing that’s been bugging me. I’ve been noticing it quite a lot and to be honest it’s been in the forefront of my awareness since about the end of September. Yet, it started to be quite in my face in late June last year and only in the past few days, has it dawned on me and so many pieces of the puzzle have come together. Nothing like a Blood Full Moon Lunar Eclipse to catapult one of the biggest depth of learning for...
Dealing with regret in relationships & relationship breakups, the doubt and confusion when you leave a relationship, the narcissistic behaviours that keep you stuck and why you don't listen to your intuition from the very start.
THE DIVINE BALANCE HAS ARRIVED
Healing the Divine Feminine & The Divine Masculine
Healing and Clearing Ancestral Karma, Past Life Witch Hunt Wounds & Battle Wounds and Expelling From The Tribe Wounds
All the details for The Triple Goddess & Triune God Meditations, The Divine Balance, click here: https://www.realityawareness.com/p/the-divine-balance
The Life Purpose Queen
The most common question I get asked is how do I let it go? How do I let that issue go and let it not interfere in my present? And the other question I get asked is how do I let go of my past relationship? And I'm going to answer them both here, because they both have the same answer. In fact, what I am about to share, relates to letting go of anything from your past. Hurt, pain, the loss of a loved one - anything.
How I speak to this right now, will be relating to being able to let your past go so it doesn't interfere with your present.
I've spoken a lot recently about choices. Make a choice to let it go. Making a decision to not feel that way. Yet a huge reality for most people and what I struggled with for many years, is being able to fucking let shit go.
I would get hurt. Someone would say something or do something and I would hold onto it for MONTHS. Years even. And I did. And it almost killed me. Literally.
So many have been asking me lately and I even taught this in Calling...