I started speaking my truth - and lost my voice.

I started speaking my truth - and lost my voice.

This is the same thing that happened in 2018 - I remember it so clearly - I launched my newly redone website and bang - lost my voice.

Is it that I am scared to speak my truth - um, yeah!

Is it that my shadow parts are shining a light on my fears - um - yeah!

Is it that my reality is collapsing in on itself, because I am CHANGING something - um yeah!

Um, am I going to let it stop me this time/again? Um. NO.

So here I am.

Writing with all my fears screaming at me to stop.

It’s not professional to write from your heart Hannah, it ruins your brand. Don’t speak like that, don’t swear. You’re talking about too many topics in one post, you shouldn’t write from your heart, write from the marketing strategy instead. You don’t look good enough, don’t post that photo, oh you have wrinkles on your eyes, your face doesn’t look good - FFS - STTTOOOOPPP. 🥵

The devil?

Those fucking thoughts mate.

You want to talk about things stopping your Life Purpose?

Yeah - it’s YOU not being strong enough to overcome THOUGHTS that are holding you back from doing the fucking thing, pressing the button, joining the course that will change your life because of - fill in the blank with all the excuses that are holding you back.

Cause it is a THOUGHT.

So many I hear say they can’t afford it and it’s bullshit - because they will go and spend money on something else - they DEFINITELY have the funds - they are just CHOOSING to not spend it on their personal development growth, Life Purpose and they don’t REALLY want to do what they say they want to do.

It’s a THOUGHT. The more you go around saying those words I won’t repeat, the more you stay exactly where you are. Cause it ain’t about the money honey - it’s about the choices where your Soul is guiding you to go and you’re going to listen to it and action it - fear and all - just like me choosing to override my negative thoughts holding me back from my HEART - to write, share, speak and be the mentor that I know I am born to be - it is a CHOICE.

I am here for the rebels, the leaders, the ones who know they are born for MORE and won’t let anything stop them - INCLUDING their weak excuses and bullshit negative thoughts.

I am here for the ones who want to grow and develop their conscious awareness of their reality so they can make conscious choices, being in their power instead of their excuses and letting their fears override the life of their dreams because I tell you life ain’t waiting for you - life is moving forward at full pace and it’s flying by so you either leap and fly or stay where you re choose to be happy with that.

I am here for the ones that won’t let anything come between them and their dreams because they know deep down they are born for more, born for a life not yet lived, but imagined on a star of delulu dreams..

Those ones.

The ones who know they are here to have impact on the world, who know they have shit to deal with but deal with it and are willing to learn the tools that shift them instantly and are willing to walk in the underworld to let everything die off and come back alive, on fire and stronger than ever before because they will not die with their dreams still hidden away in their subconscious.

I work with the ones who know they are the leaders of the new world, who aren’t afraid of the world order collapse or apparent take over because they know the future ain’t set in stone they know they are the creators of their destiny and that they are here to lead others to their higher purpose path in which ever way shape or form that is - to take their power back and take control of their life, align with their destiny and do what they are born to do.

Well, lucky I decided to not let my fears stop me from writing today! That wasn’t what I PLANNED to write but in the fighting with myself - I chose to write, I chose to show up, I chose to speak, even when I physically need to let my throat rest - I can still write and type and speak, and I KNOW that the commitment to me writing, to me showing up to a dedicated being of service from my heart - ESPECIALLY through pushing through my fears

I had mentors and leaders I followed and made me be the person I am today. Some of them I still look to, some of them fell away and I found myself falling with them.

I pulled myself back up - because it isn’t about them. It is about me looking to them for what I need to do. They taught me, they showed me the way - but it’s up to me to keep going and create the success I know I am born for, to live out my Purposeful Mission the way I am meant to because - that was given to me. No one can do that for me. It’s up to me to be better than who I was yesterday, it is up to me to show myself what I can do. It is up to me to sign up to the mentors and teachers that I know can take me to the next level of my expansion and grow my capacity to expand Reality Awareness of the full fledged vision of where I am meant to be. My mentors can’t do that for me, but they can fast track the way I CAN do it myself and that.. is why I chose to continue going after the dog attack. Sure it took me some recovery time (a few years!) And I still walk on the other side of the road whenever I see the breed of dog that came at me…

My mission is to guide you to rise in your power, to reclaim your buried consciousness under the trauma to negate the fears and obliterate them and return them to your wholeness, rather than segregated parts of you so you are in your power at full throttle, clearly and purposeful mission ON PURPOSE because you are born to change the world, you are born to impact millions of people and you are here because at this time in whatever the fuck is about to hit us technologically - there is something way greater and more powerful than that - called YOUR HEART that my mission is to help you live from this place.

You can’t change your reality from living from that place day in day out.

But you can change your reality from staying in your delulu dreams with a solid connection to your physical reality AND chasing the star of those delulu dreams.

And fuck. If I can’t write and share my heart, my inner most thoughts and whatever the fuck wants to stream through me today, right now today, for you, for me, for the collective, then what sort of mentor am I - Reality Awareness logo is a heart ffs. And I won’t let my fears of the old web of pain from those projected fears from other people too scared to run after the chasing of their heart and share their vulnerability in life - hold me back anymore.

I have to live from this place of integrity. Of what is true for me. I never have stopped that. I just stopped sharing vulnerabilities online anymore. And well, I am back doing that - because people will gossip about me anyway, may as well give them more to gossip about, may as well give them the truth instead of making up lies.

My truth is my weapon. My integrity is my power. My heart is my Purpose. My actions is my rebellion.

When you’re ready to walk your talk, to be in your power, to live your Purpose from authentic fulfilment that nothing on Earth can fulfil you other than your Soul - then I am the mentor for you.

Live it. Love it. And choose to make it a good one - even through the grief, even through the waves - show up, turn up and share it - because the world needs more real, connected heart centred truth. It’s our power. It’s what makes us human.

Human is our superpower.

We are the technology. I have said it from day dot.

Do it for your mission.
Do it for your vanity.
Do it so you can sleep well.
Do it for your Soul - it has always been there for you - awaiting you to return Home.

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

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