Well, I didn’t see THAT one coming.

Well, I didn’t see THAT one coming.

Started speaking my truth again - lost my voice. Felt like I had a tree in my throat - the same feeling curse that showed up in 2005. To wake up and not be able to swallow and that was all I could ‘see’ in my throat every time I tried to swallow - talk about coming full circle. Except in 2005, it was more through my heart, deep in my whole torso and throat.. now - just in my throat.

I cannot believe what committing to sharing my true heart, my true voice again has done for me. I am working on a secret project that has definitely cracked this writing and sharing again wide open for me though and you’ll see that soon enough cause without that - I wouldn’t be here.

And even the act of committing to this writing almost everyday again from my heart, with whatever wants to flow is just… blowing my mind.

I never thought I would share like this again. I thought it wasn’t professional enough. Or good enough. Or fill in the blank.

But what I realised?

It is me.

It is my soul.

It is Reality Awareness.

REALITY ffs.

AWARENESS - of reflecting whatever wants to be shared.

I am a channel.

I am a messenger.

I am here for this.

My gift is writing, speaking.

I have a deep understanding of translating the esoteric into physical human understanding - that is my duty, my gift and my purpose.

If I let my fears and doubts stop that voice - then I am doing a disservice to humanity.

I am not like other people. I am not like normal people. I am not like the other marketers. And why should I be?

The only reason I have been so stuck on sharing again is because of the core wound of rejection that when I finally found what I love to do and began making a living out of it - everyone called me crazy, laughed at me, shunned me, rejected me and ditched me.

Funny how most of them are doing it now. 🙄

What my younger self didn’t realise back then, is that I am a leader. I am someone who is here to bring what is not on the planet yet. So… I better get used to being shunned, laughed at, ridiculed and left. And I am pretty sure I have learnt those lessons (hardcore I have! They sent me to the underworld and back and some!) So, the thick skin I have now from it - is pretty thick.

Hence with this project and deeply coming back out of hiding, out of hiding behind AI, out of - the dark night of the soul…. I am just here to do what I am here to do. And protect that with everything I have.

There is a part of me still doubting that I shouldn’t be writing like this… and yet, anything else seems fake, disconnected, not real and flat.

The act of me committing to writing and sharing no matter what is bringing something back to me… my aliveness for LIFE.

It was knocked out of me in the past for sure, in so many ways - that LIFE (isn’t that what AI/dark forces is trying to do?! Take the organic LIFE out of us??) - and now… me sharing is bringing me ALIVE.

It’s tapping into a feeling I long lost - my Soul. My heart. Who I am and what I am meant to do.

To be me. And the more I show up and do this, the stronger I feel.

Friday was a weird energy day. I was screaming with no voice in my car and it unblocked something. I couldn’t stop crying. I was a mess. I was releasing something from deep down in the depths.

I randomly came across a woman on instagram that collects and cares for stray cats in Dubai - I didn’t realise how many people dump their cats there, although I am sure it is probably a world wide problem. On her stories she was crying and saying how emotional she was that day.. and I was like yeah, weird energy day… so many I know had dark, weird dreams too - that thursday-friday-saturday was strange - did you feel it too?

From that voiceless screaming it was like I was taking back my power. Screaming for the life I lost and the rage I had bottled up inside from everyone telling me not to speak like this, not to say the word psychic or be intuitive or promote it. WTF. I listened to them because they were mentors, people I loved, patterns, family, people I looked up to, close friends and people who - of course, I know now - and even back then - who are you list needing to whilst you are building your dreams? Yeah, you don’t listen to them. But they were all I had and the little life I had at that time, was all I had. Was I afraid of losing what I had? Deep down I guess so. I just assumed they would all come with me. But they didn’t. And it is one of the biggest tests anyone who is building their dreams will face. They will either make it through and past that first HUGE test. Or they won’t. I guess I have.

This last 12 months I have consciously chosen to let everyone else go. Because sometimes those closest to you are envying you behind your back but kind to your face and that was a whole other kind of betrayal wake up that has sent me to the depths that I have been screaming my way back from ever since.

After my car screaming session with no voice, tears streaming down my face, feeling like I was releasing from down in the depths, I remembered that the day before in my 15min nap on the couch in the afternoon… I found myself in a past life.. in a dungeon - waiting to be hung, it was like I was a princess or someone of importance because the whole dungeon was covered in fresh straw, so I guess they had some respect or something for me. There was some man, that I knew, but didn’t know in another cell down the end, but I - as I am today, walked into the cell block and saw myself - and myself as the princess, looked at me - she knew me - as her, as me - like I was looking at myself. I wasn’t just ‘seeing’ this past life - I was in it, talking to her - to me - and her jaw was on the floor - but she got it, like she had also seen me in a vision or something. I said “I am from another time.” As I was unlocking her cell to get her/me out all in the split moments, she shook her head ‘yes’ as tears were streaming and she knew as the guards all came racing in we were running and it was like I was vacuumed sucked out of the scene through what I see as the travel tunnels in time that we frequent in Full Moon Ceremonies and was ‘sucked back into my body’ on my couch as I came to out of my somewhat timeline travelling nap! Okay then.

As I remembered this driving, tears streaming down my face, voice now silent as I remembered this, almost in shock.. wtf was that.

Needless to say, yesterday morning I woke up without the tree in my throat. I had my voice back. Still have a bit of a cough, but my throat is NOT like it was at all. Maybe it is the forcing of myself to have 1tsp each of black pepper power and turmeric twice a day as it is a natural anti-biotic but yeah, seems time travel and shifting timelines from the depths in a nap on the couch is a thing.

Whatever it is, I am grateful to have my voice back. Because it isn’t just my voice. It’s my authenticity. It is me. It is my heart. It is my soul. It is ME.

I am not here to please everyone. I am not here to be understood by everyone.

I am here to lead the way. In the way my Soul is guiding me to do. Just like how I begun in the first place. I guess it showed me a level of power that perhaps I didn’t understand and was outcast for. I now see, that is what I am born for.

As they say - Let The Games Begin!

Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑

P.S. I feel like I am back on this magic carpet ride of LIFE. That my Soul’s Purpose is being taken to the next level - and fast.

And it is.

With these shifts and realisations - the potent force dropped in two weeks ago, that from 2026, to work 1:1 with me, will require the pre-requisite of working through my Trust Your Intuition Course first. And whilst I had to process this, in the Eagle eye vision and plan of Reality Awareness this makes COMPLETE sense.

I am a Healer to the Healers, Teacher to the Teacher and Leader to the Leaders. I train the best Healers in the world. And for me to truly align with this authentically? Then this pre-requisite from 2026 makes complete sense.

Let alone… calling in the ones who KNOW they are called to work with me 1:1 now - because working with me 1:1 whilst working alongside Trust Your Intuition takes it to a whole new level and I know those ones who are called to work with me now, in this pivotal phase as we lead to 2027 - are the game changers the world is waiting on.

If you know you’ve been born for more, always called beyond the realms and living in dual realities because your Soul is calling forth something not here yet - but it’s what your born for, then I am the mentor for you. Click here for all the details for Life Purpose Accelerator: https://www.realityawareness.com/life-purpose-accelerator You can’t hold back anymore… or a part of you in another time will be hung apparently and the timelines will shift forever. Don’t let that happen. 🤣 #forreal