You will find happiness again I promise.
Dec 10, 2025
You will find happiness again I promise. After all the healing, after all the grief, after all the feelings of lost, isolation, of anger, of feeling like you have truly gone into a hibernation chamber to heal (essential) to then starting to come out and wondering if you’ve forgotten how to even be social with humans and how to interact - I promise you - you haven’t forgotten.
You’ve just been healing and you will come back stronger, clearer, more grounded and connected to humans in a way you haven’t felt before.
With discernment.
With clarity.
With boundaries.
With joy.
With peace.
With direction.
With purpose.
Like anything, it is a practise. And you’ve been dedicated. To your growth. To your Soul. To your Life Purpose. And the Universe has been witnessing, watching and mirroring.
Sometimes I wondered if I was ever going to feel love again. If I was ever going to be happy again. If I was ever… where the fuck did Hannah goooooo? Since wondering where she went back in 2020-2021 or so.. I have been on a mission to find Her.
After trying to move from the dog attack house for so fucking long and completely giving up save putting everything in storage and getting on the road again, which I was not willing to do with 9 cats, two dogs and a business to run… I yes, decided to stay. But I felt trapped. And then I fell into the mirror of isolation away from society - I fell into the mirror of me, myself and my soul.
I feel like I have been so busy since being back in suburbia. Like I have been thrown back into society - what I asked for, but the adjustment to the speed of the pace has.. I am still catching up and its been challenging, exhausting and a huge adjustment after 5 years in isolation on 250 acres.
I drive my daughter to work currently and the particular road I drive along - has a huge flock of Black Cockatoos, they must live there - as where I used to live, they would only ever visit when the rains were coming… seeing them close to where I am now, I wondered if they were the same flock… the same Black Cockatoo that sat on my pool fence just 3ft away from me that week before I got news of my new home back in August. As it’s mate flew off in the distance to catch the flock, it stayed with me for a while longer and eventually flew off. I stood there in awe, tears streaming down my face, feeling like the forest was saying goodbye and seeing the flock driving my daughter to work now - it is like I have to realise what I am seeing - the flock of Black Cockatoos I once felt so connected to - nature - that I once felt so connected to. That.. I sigh as I am driving at how… disconnected from nature I now seem to feel.
I feel like I have been thrown back into society and yet, I am still on huge acreage surrounded by big gum trees and forest. I am grateful, for I see God has an ingenious plan (of course) and I deeply can see why now… I don’t think I am ready for wall to wall (fence to fence) suburban living. I knew living out on the 250 acres, that moment in time a few years back, when it shifted for me - that I don’t think I could ever go back to living fence to fence.. so perhaps that is why I am here now - slowly adjusting me back to society even though the hectic pace hasn’t given me a chance to meet it there. It definitely has made me clear these last few months in my new place, what I want even though with a lot of resistance, I have shifted… into my authentic purposeful path.
After all the healing and me seemingly still fighting it (my authentic purpose path).. after the power went out for 24hrs and the storm came through with 161km winds the other week - something changed in me. It was like a recalibration. It showed me things about my purpose.. a remembering from 2005 when it all began for me.
After the Curses have lifted, after the Destiny Swaps have been returned to me - after I feel more me, more my Soul, more Hannah - not even 2.0 - just Hannah. Hannah without the pain and trauma that had built up and had to be faced so I could live my authentic path with capacity expansion can be steady growth - I found Her. I have found me once more.
I finally went the national park forestry near my current home yesterday - well, I drove past it and finally stopped to check, but yep, I thought as much, I can’t take my dogs because it’s national park… but I had to confirm the sign. I take my dogs seemingly everywhere with me, it will be strange to walk through the forest without them.. let alone my 9 cats trailing behind and around me like we used to do.
Its been on my mind… to go there, to walk.. to connect with the land, to see the forest, to connect with the Yowies… As soon as I stepped through the gate to check the sign about dogs or not the forest saw me and the atmosphere changed, like what we experience in my full moon ceremonies. I halted and stared into the forest and said I am sorry it has taken me so long to get here. I felt sad but just took a moment or so. I plan to go back and walk just not sure when, it will be different this time, different land, different forest… same feeling, same connection… Last night, the Yowie was walking around my roof again as I was falling asleep and they went away about a month ago - I guess because I hadn’t made time for the video, nor the walk through of the forestry.
I have even been resisting creating the long Yowie video on my YouTube, because I… now realised how much grief it will bring because of the level of change, seemingly disconnection I feel having to be on autopilot back in civilisation and the consciousness that brings all and of itself.
But I have been to the beach more.. and the cleansing the ocean brings has been what my soul has needed. The salt air, the hot summers sun is what my body has long needed. It heals all on it’s own with those ingredients and the more time I make for this, the more I can feel myself coming back…
God is in charge. Which is contradictory to we create our own reality. And technically what Reality Awareness stands for - well, it is and isn’t.
100% you need to steer your ship consciously… however, there is a fine line between controlling your reality and being in alignment with your Souls Mission and Life Purpose Blueprint that is what you are even here for in the first place, that is a deep symbiosis to every other human on this planet - in this realm. When we all connect up to our own unique soul’s mission - that web is stronger than anything trying to interfere with it, for pure consciousness lives through your Soul and no one can suppress that forever - no one can suppress the web of this connection that makes us Human, that connects all of us together and Reality Awareness Mission is to give people the tools, empowerment and life skills to be able to do this - without relying on outside circumstances, because it lives within you, it is just accessing that clear connection is what societal imprinting has caused - the unconsciousness. You’re not even disconnected, it’s just an unconsciousness. That’s all.
I don’t believe we create our own reality so much that we uncover our life purpose blueprint plan that our soul has already mapped out for us, that in Trust Your Intuition, I teach you how to remove society, generational and childhood imprinting so you can clearly speak, hear, connect and live from your Soul - fulfilled with your life, happy, on path and on purpose - in what that means for you and your Soul - without societal interference for your unique purpose.
I mean sure, you can definitely create whatever reality you choose - that is free will. That is Divine Step #3 - Willingness - in the 12 Divine Steps to Awakening Your Life Purpose. To align with your Souls Mission without the societal or generational importuning - yes, that is a choice to do the work, to heal and uncover the clarity of also. It is all a choice.
Reality Awareness - Awakening the Consciousness of Humanity - Awakening to your soul’s truth, healing, shifting, clearing and transmuting anything that is blocking, stopping and interfering with the connection between your conscious and unconscious self and your Soul.
That is what we do here.
Because you can find joy in living any life path you choose.
Because you can find negativity in any life path you choose.
The choice comes to find the peace with what is in front of you and after healing, you’ll come to realise that everything you have to date, every place you’ve been that led you to where you are now - is all what you wanted.
And then you get clear on what you want again and again and again you can find joy in living any life path you choose and again you can find negativity in any life path you choose.
Funnily enough, that Divine Step #12 in the 12 Divine Steps to Awakening Your Life Purpose is Peace.
When you find peace, true Peace where you are, with what you are doing, with where you have been, with where you are going, with your choices, with your grief, with your happiness… you’ve found the keys to your Purpose.
Because it is not in a place or a thing, or a creation or a legacy you leave behind.
It is within you.
And that place can’t be rocked, that place can’t be stopped, that place can’t be undone, that place… is eternal.
And that place.. is your Purpose channeled and make manifest in everything you do here - with your hands, with your actions, with your feelings - that holds, witnesses and creates in this world.
It’s not just what you do - it is who you are.
And most of society doesn’t know who they are. Or what they are.
And when you’re ready for that uncovering, that witnessing of yourself to live from that place…you know where to find me.
Love, Hannah
The Life Purpose Queen 👑
P.S. Trust Your Intuition is the Sacred Inner Circle to travel the layers of consciousness, unconscious and witness, uncover and connect to your Soul. You’ll be taken deep, you’ll be trained as the cartographer of your subconscious and find clarity on whether you’re meant to do this for others - or discover the meaning of your life and live it from this place. When you’re ready for this journey, when you’re ready for the evolution of a lifetime - click here for all the details: https://www.realityawareness.com/trust-your-intuition
P.P.S. The other week, I was given deep guidance which took me some time to process. Even though immediately with that Eagle eye perspective - I was shown that.. it makes total sense. From 2026, you won’t be able to work 1:1 with me, without having gone through my Trust Your Intuition Course first. As I separated myself from AI - and found me again… one of the first things that channeled through my was the deep truth of Life Purpose Accelerator and what you’re stepping into and how - comment ACCELERATOR below if you know that I am the mentor for you and that 12 months to shift your life, is what you’re ready for - because you’re an ALL IN One Of A Kind - click here for all the details: https://www.realityawareness.com/life-purpose-accelerator