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The Upgrades Can Feel Mighty Uncomfortable & Confusing

I remember feeling totally freaked out when I consciously experienced my first upgrade. 

It was deeply uncomfortable, I felt 

• weird 
• vulnerable 
• scared (so scared!) 
• wired and couldn't stop crying 
• confused, deeply confused

However once I realised/learnt what was going on - I trained myself to relax into it and receive it. 

Ascension is happening regardless of whether we do work or not. 

Humanity and consciousness and society is changing and the resistance to these upgrades will be full of pain, trauma and will feel like torture, it can feel like no body understands you and that you are struggling big time and 'Yeah, all good for you Hannah!' - this is the trapping of the old paradigm that the upgrades are trying to release you from. I can say this, because this is what I experienced it as before I allowed myself to even go there with this. I was all good in the dark -...

Solstice. Today, for me, has been in deep inner reflection. But it didn't start off like this! (As I sat down to write this post - sooo much just flowed through me - when I asked who it was, as it was an energy, that was 'different to the norm' hence me asking and I heard, 'Arcturian and the Galactic Federation of Light.' Okay! )

So, I after I let this stream through me instead as it poured out as soon as I sat down, I see this is the message that was wanting to come through - not what I originally was going to write! #trust

As the Pyramids Activate and the consciousness awakens from the darkest of slumber a new era is upon us - let alone the eras gone by that are disintegrating in time.

(I asked them what Pyramids - they said Saudi Arabia, Egypt and colonisations of collective raging warfare of the dominant south east Europe has begun to awaken from their slumber as the light is being united through the south of France right now. Of course, I googled these!...

#energyupdate

Full Moon approaches us tomorrow at 3:12pm AEST and we are well in the middle of the 3 day window leading up to this.  

I feel this Full Moon is a powerful portal as this is our last Full Moon before 2020 and our Solar Eclipse on the 26th/27th December.  

Eclipses for me - are always shifts in consciousness, like a wave of energy that sheds old realities from all of our body systems/layers (eg: mental, spiritual, emotional, physical, astral, ethereal etc) so get ready to be upgraded!  

However - I feel like we already have! And of course, continue to be so!  

This last 24-48hours has seen people:  

~ have extreme waves of tiredness  

~ physically sick, tummy upset/gastro type symptoms (no it isn't something you ate - it is an energetic purge that has physically hit your system so your physical body is being upgraded)  

~ the energy just feels weird  

~ the physical air feels very different  

~ wanting to cry, but not able to...

#energyupdate You're Either Holding On or You're Letting Go

Phew... some energies this week right? Glad that wave is over right? 

Yet for some... it is still around yes? 

And right now, you're either holding on, or letting go. 

You have probably had some MAJOR event happen this week yes? 

On Thursday we had a HUGE Schumann's Resonance spike, PLUS Solar Flares sweep through... Yep - I'll be more aware of that one next time! PHEW! 

TheSchumann's Resonance is the our Earth's Heart Beat so to speak and when this is combined - usually at the same time (are they even separate?! ) - they affect OUR Heart! 

I know 4 people that had Heart attacks on this day - coincidence?? NOPE! 

And how many were bawling their eyes out this week and just COULDN'T STOP CRYING? 

How many were SUPER SENSITIVE and FELT everything 100x more than usual? 

How many LOST THEIR SHIT? 

How many could describe the energies as INTENSE to say the...

#energyupdate Two floats in one week  a powerful Full Moon Ceremony  let alone the Masculine Healing aspect of this Full Moon deeply playing it's part in the huge stepping up and shifts of taking back our power (all on Solar Plexus Week!) and returning to the pure connection of self....Native American Indian Energy Surfacing, the Mayan Civilisation Energy Surfacing - the World is at deep unrest...  

I don't feel like.. it's all me though...   

I feel like there is big shifts going on - WAKE UP calls to what no longer serves us - no, what no longer NOURISHES OUR SOUL and we are shedding, shedding, shedding.  

Layer upon layer, upon layer, upon layer - of releasing everything that we no longer feel useful or in alignment anymore.  

Letting go of roles that no longer serve us - like shedding a skin that we've outgrown and no longer need..  

Taking back our power by saying no to what no longer serves you, releasing the...

#energyupdate I may be smiling in this photo from this morning, but yesterday I was bawling my eyes out crying... 

It wasn't a 'bad' crying.. it felt like a deeply releasing, grounding crying. 

I was in tears, I was brought to tears, I was... releasing.. I was... coming to the realisation about some hard truths that had come streaming to light around me 'out of the blue' - the things Spirit needed me and wanted me to see. I always get shown what I need to see - always. 

Spirit is always guiding my Life Purpose, in every single way, it has been that way since 2005 and it has never left my side. 

I wanted to write a blog about 'Feeling betrayed by the Universe' - or 'Feeling blocked by the Universe' - but let me list these here as there are MANY feelings coming through about this, what I now see - are all an #energyupdate (some I will write more on 'why' here too)

~ Feeling like everything has come to a standstill, or are doubting your decisions about what is going...