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#energyupdate floating | crying | utter deep peaceful joy | not wanting to come out of your cocoon | falling asleep out of no where | jaw/neck pain | day before Christmas & Christmas Day for some - one of the worst emotional/loss days they have ever had 

#energyupdate - #portalalert, Portal Waves, clearing out, death, rebirth - deepening of your Heart expansion

I had mentioned to a client early on the weekend - that there is another wave coming. ‘Wednesday’ is the message I received and even though it is Wednesday here in Australia, and not yet Wednesday on the other side of the world - I think many are feeling this one:

• Huge Heart Wounds coming to the surface
• Deep old relationship patterns/threads from the past connected to the Heart are surfacing
• Intense DEEP Heart hurting crying
• Wanting to run away - but facing it
• Old arguments surfacing in old threads of relationships (that - here we go again feeling right? )
• Anxiety - which is just that there is a pile of crying in your Heart that needs to come out
• Feeling like you don’t want to be here - which is just the end of a portal for you, you are being reborn into a new - stay here, we need you and you’re just coming out of a cocoon like a caterpillar,...

It’s a fine line - walking in denial of current world events or being in reality of it - and ‘stepping it up as a Lightworker’ - this - is a HUGE reason I have been quiet recently too. One could say, this post is an #energyupdate and #rantwarningalert

Along side the personal shifts I have been deeply processing - this part? The World Stuff on top of that? Gah.I have been deeply processing these world events. And specific parts I want to share with you here, now I am gaining clarity through my own processing of it.

Comments like - ‘Lightworkers need to step it up’ irritates me to no end - lets say I get mighty angry and frustrated about comments like that.

There is a piece of that - that is pure denial!

Gah - maybe this needs a #rantwarning that you may not want to read any further…. Maybe I need to livestream on this too.. anyway… here we go…

I have a lot to say about it, now that I am coming through the other side of processing...

The Upgrades Can Feel Mighty Uncomfortable & Confusing

I remember feeling totally freaked out when I consciously experienced my first upgrade. 

It was deeply uncomfortable, I felt 

• weird 
• vulnerable 
• scared (so scared!) 
• wired and couldn't stop crying 
• confused, deeply confused

However once I realised/learnt what was going on - I trained myself to relax into it and receive it. 

Ascension is happening regardless of whether we do work or not. 

Humanity and consciousness and society is changing and the resistance to these upgrades will be full of pain, trauma and will feel like torture, it can feel like no body understands you and that you are struggling big time and 'Yeah, all good for you Hannah!' - this is the trapping of the old paradigm that the upgrades are trying to release you from. I can say this, because this is what I experienced it as before I allowed myself to even go there with this. I was all good in the dark -...

Solstice. Today, for me, has been in deep inner reflection. But it didn't start off like this! (As I sat down to write this post - sooo much just flowed through me - when I asked who it was, as it was an energy, that was 'different to the norm' hence me asking and I heard, 'Arcturian and the Galactic Federation of Light.' Okay! )

So, I after I let this stream through me instead as it poured out as soon as I sat down, I see this is the message that was wanting to come through - not what I originally was going to write! #trust

As the Pyramids Activate and the consciousness awakens from the darkest of slumber a new era is upon us - let alone the eras gone by that are disintegrating in time.

(I asked them what Pyramids - they said Saudi Arabia, Egypt and colonisations of collective raging warfare of the dominant south east Europe has begun to awaken from their slumber as the light is being united through the south of France right now. Of course, I googled these!...

#energyupdate

Full Moon approaches us tomorrow at 3:12pm AEST and we are well in the middle of the 3 day window leading up to this.  

I feel this Full Moon is a powerful portal as this is our last Full Moon before 2020 and our Solar Eclipse on the 26th/27th December.  

Eclipses for me - are always shifts in consciousness, like a wave of energy that sheds old realities from all of our body systems/layers (eg: mental, spiritual, emotional, physical, astral, ethereal etc) so get ready to be upgraded!  

However - I feel like we already have! And of course, continue to be so!  

This last 24-48hours has seen people:  

~ have extreme waves of tiredness  

~ physically sick, tummy upset/gastro type symptoms (no it isn't something you ate - it is an energetic purge that has physically hit your system so your physical body is being upgraded)  

~ the energy just feels weird  

~ the physical air feels very different  

~ wanting to cry, but not able to...