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It's a fine line between 'drama' and having those mighty uncomfortable conversations.

I had an experience yesterday, where someone said to me "Usually I would walk away from this drama, but I am doing this to benefit you."

I replied with, 

"Hmmm, yes, it is a fine line with the 'drama' and the really uncomfortable, hard confronting conversations hey?"

It was a big eye opener for me. All those times people threw their hands up in the air with me, brushed them off, turned their backs and walked away... because I was simply having a conversation about some hard, uncomfortable underlying things. 

#huge

This was so massive. 

Another huge shift in - no... there is NOTHING wrong with me. 

It was like all the memories flashed back through my vision as they were upping and leaving, dissipating right before me... as I was left sitting there in awe. 

The things that flood out of my mouth when I am in full flow of the deep underlying truths that I had buried deep...

I feel like the veil of my being has been ripped open at my core... dozens, upon dozens of Black Crows, Ravens and all kinds of Black Birds are flying out of me, waves upon waves, of hearing the screeching calls.... 

Black darkness, isn't coming into me... 

It is coming OUT of me... 

That has been buried deep, deep within, no longer - can stay in who I am becoming - my truest self... 

And yet, the blackness - was a self made cocoon that I had created around myself because of everything that has happened to me over my entire life, all the hurt, all the pain, every little word that a passing comment in sarcasm that someone had made that pierced my deeply sensitive empath heart - I had enclosed myself in my own self made cocoon of darkness, all those words I let encase me in a shroud of darkness - that attracted more darkness... 

Until I chose to break open that chrysalis and set myself free. 

Nothing happens overnight and it certainly doesn't happen by...

I took this photo before I left, when clarity reigned and I felt deeply at peace about what needs to be done and get back home to do it. Yet, the reality of being back here has hit me hard.

I didn't want to come back. And it was quite phenomenal when I had made the decision to leave - not even packed up - this was 3 days prior to leaving - our parrot, Alex, who, had not been in his carry crate since we arrived, yet it was always open on his table (as he has a portable perch and is just 'out' all the time) - I made the decision to leave and... I walked inside and he had climbed into his carry crate. So amazing how much animals feel. I hadn't even voiced it to anyone yet at that time! 

It was... pretty special, travelling with our animals - that... if it wasn't for the storms, some animals would've been baby sat/in the kennels, that.. this trip showed me how we can ALL go and that.. was pretty special. 

This trip, showed me so much. Clarity is definitely one of them! 

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Oh their potential! Yes... but their reality too....

I am all for holding the highest light and vibration for someone (potential), yet, it is so important to come deep into the reality of someone too.

Whether it is a intimate partner relationship, client healer relationship, employee boss relationship or any other type of relationship of course it is in everybody's best interest to hold the highest potential and light of someone - heck this is what we use visualisation for to change our lives - imagine something different and live as if until it is reality, yes important, yet there is a mindfulness that must come, when being in potential and being in reality.

I find that this is one of my gifts... of seeing the highest light/potential, yet also seeing the different realities that are current, need to shift, change and process to get to their highest potential. Just as a medical intuitive can see straight into your body, I can see straight into your life and what, how,...

I See People Telling People 'you just need to not be in the pain of it' 'you just need to think a positive thought' 'you just need to get over it' 'you just need to forget about it' 'you just need to choose the light and decide to let it go' 'you need to choose to move into a higher vibration' and I cringe, I deeply cringe at the fact that people even tell people these things! 

Maybe it is that they don't want to feel what that person is feeling... 

Maybe it is that they don't know what else to say... 

Maybe it is that they are protecting their own energy... 

Maybe it is that they think that person is 'in too low a vibration and I need to stay clear of them'... 

Maybe it is that they simply do not know how to handle such a person which strong, deep, powerful, 'negative' emotions - that they do not know where to start with such a person that has been to hell and somehow got back again through the deepest, darkest trauma that they can't even begin to imagine...

Twin Flame Ascension  - Soulmates and Lovers and our Rapid Ascension Awakening of Humanity through 2020 and beyond. This post could also be titled "The Truth About Shifting Your Reality, from One Life to the Next." "This is How Your Manifestations Occur"

The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - but what does it actually mean? What does it look like in practicality terms in your day to day, everyday waking life? 

The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - Consciousness is becoming conscious of itself. 

(Notice the fire above and the ocean below in the image?!)

This also relates to if you are trying to manifest something and it isn't working in your life. 

This also relates to if you are so sick and tired of NOTHING working in your life and wondering why THEY get it all and why it is all so darn hard for you and you feel burdened, over committed and like the world is caving in on you. 

This Divine Masculine and Divine...

This time, 8 years ago - I was about to move home, to Perth. Where my family is. I had lived in Queensland, with no family for 12 years at that time. I had a daughter who at the time was 3 years old and everyday I questioned what I was doing, living on the other side of Australia raising my daughter alone with no family around.

The only thing that kept me ‘stuck’ was that her father lived close by, yet that didn’t stop me. I was looking at rentals and was going to move home I had decided.

Two weeks passed and as our Summer morning ritual continued, we went to the beach in the pram as I had no car at the time as this was peak time of me choosing to not have a car that my ex had given me and was somewhat his ‘control’ over me. I had chosen to release any hold that he had over me and giving his car back and going carless, catching the bus everywhere with my then 3 year old daughter in the pram was what I was willing to do. I was willing to do whatever it...

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CUT TOXIC PEOPLE/SITUATIONS FROM YOUR LIFE

(even if you didn't have physical contact with them before)

- it is so crucial you are aware of this critical piece of information as you move forward in your 'healthy' life - otherwise you'll end up going back, around in circles or attract the same situations over and over again on a different level and wonder why isn't anything changing. 

Okay, so this applies whether you have been having physical contact with this person, or just contact online, via text, email or phone - this ALSO applies if you don't have ANY contact with the person, but you FEEL THEM ALL THE TIME STILL (and is usually so distracting, interfering, draining of your energy right?) 

So let's say you've cut all contact, you've decided ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and you are ready to take back your power in your life, finally feel good again and get over it already right? 

So you cut all contact, you block them, you delete things off your...