Hannah's Blog

I get so agitated when I hear people saying 'they're just stuck in victim consciousness' ffs people really?!

What they're really saying is that:

• their emotions are invalid
• that they shouldn't be feeling the way they are feeling
• they should stop with these 'crocodile tears' - when they...

I didn't come here to fit in...

I didn't come here to be liked... or loved... 

But.. somewhere along the lines... I got lost in the midst of taking everyone's words as gospel.... listening to them over myself...

I got lost in trying to understand how something I said so naturally so......

I am not from the stars... I AM THE STARS 

I am the ethers from the sea in which you pine for...

I am the ocean of the calling from the birth in which you arrived for... 

I am the increased frequent heart beat of the one you wish for...

I am the divine sensuality you long for... 

Something has massively shifted... when I love on myself, even when I don't look my what I feel is my best, I know I have changed. Raw. Real. Vulnerable. Radical. Unconditional Love. 

When I can support myself in ways that nurture me, instead of beat up on me when I have had a massive week...

I've been in denial... 

I hit a wall on Saturday. I just couldn't. I stopped. I cried and I was internally angry and I didn't even realise how much by. It was seething. And I began pointing fingers in my mind, in my energy in my... internal anger. 

And then I caught myself. Oh... hang...

I used to get frustrated and agitated, let alone exhausted...

That people weren't hearing my message... 

That they weren't paying attention to the truth... 

I used to talk to anyone who crossed my path and gosh, they weren't expecting to get the barrage of truth that I now see with my...

I had been looking for safety in trying to find a man... I had been looking for safety in a relationship...

I have realised this past few weeks with the HUGE shift out of my bones that I had recently... 

It dawned on me this last few days... 

Back in 2016, when I began online, I went...

I've been stepping out of the drama, but my system wanted to pull me back in.

I noticed.... with all this space.. having consciously taken time off over the Christmas break which is a FIRST for me in the last 4 years, I was enjoying the Peace and quiet. 

And yet my system, or let's say my...