Hannah's Blog

Woah, we aren't even Heart yet! 

This whole Gold Coast thing, is bringing me ALIVE! 

Follow the aliveness, they say. 

Follow your bliss, they say. 

So cliched,  it is is almost thrown out the window. 

And yet, there is sooooo much TRUTH to it. 

Let's be real.... 

All of this came about becaus...

I just feel better here. 

I shared not long ago in my stories that, this last 3 years has showed me how much ENVIRONMENT MATTERS. 

Who you surround yourself with - MATTERS. 

It rubs off on you. 100%. 

What you listen to - rubs off on you. 

Who you speak to - rubs off on you. 

What you watch - ...

I have been, remembering what I love.

Because somewhere along the way, I forgot. 

I have found myself this last 12 months, becoming or realising more so, that I had become extremely resentful to a lot of things in and about my life. 

This last 4 weeks? 

A complete softening, a complete annihilat...

I realised that my desire for incredible luxury - stemmed from a deep desire to be taken care of, supported, nurtured and loved. 

That intense desire stemmed from not feeling that way throughout my years, or ever - of being loved, supported, nurtured and taken care of. 

Many would disagree - ‘But,...

Things are very fluid right now - this way, no this way, no back this way - which way again?

Confusion - the ultimate control of the narcissist.

BTW #sidenote I saw a mentor that triggers the fuck out of me and inspires so deeply at the same time, talk about admitting she was a narcissist -  but t...

I didn't know who I had become... worst still I forgot my purpose.

I feel like this running business - like my entire life - that was normal. But this last 12 months? Has been soooo conscious and coming out of that running has left me in the dark with who I am, what I am actually doing and where I ...

Phew! Releasing this adrenaline addiction is worse than Heroin! 

(and yes, OBSESSED with this filter! Think I'm ready and willing receiving LIGHT baby! If only there were real Gold tattoos! 🙃)

Well, actually I wouldn't know... however, they say that Love Addiction is worse than Heroin and I know T...

At the time, it definitely doesn't feel like it and sometimes we are not shown until a year - or two later even, if at all.... why things happen the way they do. 

I have become obsessed with sleeping with my blinds open - THE STARS I can see from my bed takes my breath away - well, makes me breathe...

When you feel yourself dropping into a negative spiral - first check - is it mine? 

If you find yourself 'out of the blue' starting to worry about things that you usually don't worry about...

If you find yourself feeling like you need to cry but you can't quite seem to cry, but feel on the edge of...