I had stopped trusting myself... and I didn't even know.
Right now, layers upon layers, upon layers are releasing from me.
And amongst that.. I didn't even know I had stopped trusting myself.
I had been looking out there to this person and this person and this person for confirmation of what I was doing, for... something... and I didn't even realise I had.
I didn't realise I had shut myself down.
Today... layers upon layers upon layers have been releasing.
It is making me wonder whether it is this 12 month commitment to the liver/gall bladder cleanse I have just committed to, or whether I have just entered into another 18mth cycle, where I am grieving... all that has covered me up... all that.. I LET cover me up.
When I began online four years ago I was SOOOOOO excited and enthusiastic. I had FINALLY found my avenue, my outlet, the way I can FINALLY reach more than 10 people in a yoga class/chakra workshop and FUCKING CHANGE THE WORLD!!!!!...
Yesterday we went for a mini road trip to pick up our two newest family members
Only God knows why on Earth we drove two hours away to pick up the Ratties, even though there were some closer to home to us.
I know there are several reasons why the Universe took us THERE of all places.. but at the same time it was STRANGE.
I was feeling off... it was weird, I was feeling all sorts of things and realised I was probably picking up the woman's energy who had the rat babies, because of some issues prior to us arriving.
I just wasn't myself. And yet, I was also conscious that I was subconsciously aware of entering Brisbane, where all the facial recognition ID has been turned on everywhere all over town....
I was also aware of where we were even heading to on the South side of Brisbane, wasn't the highest of vibe places....
But fuck knows why Spirit is taking me to all these sorts of places! Like Victoria and all that I uncovered there...
Adrenaline - Societies Training Ground
We have been born into this reality on adrenalin. It serves a purpose. And we are grown into and accustomed to this way of living.
But this is not our natural state.
Adrenalin strains the kidneys as the adrenal glands sit on top of the kidneys and the kidneys are where the fear lays.
Adrenaline serves us - in alerting us to danger, and being able to run from saber-toothed tigers.
But they aren't around anymore (so they say!)
The point is, is that we are not meant to live on adrenaline 24/7, but we are in a society that enables this.
"The inner glands produce adrenaline. Adrenaline is also known as the “fight-or-flight hormone.” It's released in response to a stressful, exciting, dangerous, or threatening situation. Adrenaline helps your body react more quickly." (from https://www.healthline.com/health/adrenaline-rush)
Foods also exacerbate adrenaline, to name...
YOU BURNT US AT THE STAKE - BUT WE HAD ALREADY INFILTRATED YOUR BLOODLINE
A Message to the Hierarchy
You took our lands, you took our women and children, you slaughtered our species..
But what you didn't do is wipe us out.
WE HAD ALREADY INFILTRATED YOUR BLOODLINE
Thy Kingdom Come & Thy Kingdom Go
Every hierarchy falls eventually.... Every Kingdom lands on it's knees..
You may have burnt us at the stake and continue kill those whistle blowers..
BUT WE HAD ALREADY INFILTRATED YOUR BLOODLINE
The FAE are in the BLOODLINES of the MASSES and we are AWAKENING
THE ANCIENT BLOODED HEALERS have been here since the dawn of time, since you came and corrupted the minds of the few that were swayed at your awe
ONCE one is AWAKE they CANNOT go back to sleep... they may for short periods of time, but something happens when some is woke...
THIER HEART cannot go back to sleep.
This is also known as the MORAL COMPASS.
And it is here......