Hannah's Blog
It's a fine line between 'drama' and having those mighty uncomfortable conversations.
I had an experience yesterday, where someone said to me "Usually I would walk away from this drama, but I am doing this to benefit you."
I replied with,
"Hmmm, yes, it is a fine line with the 'drama' and...
Something has massively shifted... when I love on myself, even when I don't look my what I feel is my best, I know I have changed. Raw. Real. Vulnerable. Radical. Unconditional Love.
When I can support myself in ways that nurture me, instead of beat up on me when I have had a massive week...
I've been in denial...
I hit a wall on Saturday. I just couldn't. I stopped. I cried and I was internally angry and I didn't even realise how much by. It was seething. And I began pointing fingers in my mind, in my energy in my... internal anger.
And then I caught myself. Oh... hang...
I had been looking for safety in trying to find a man... I had been looking for safety in a relationship...
I have realised this past few weeks with the HUGE shift out of my bones that I had recently...
It dawned on me this last few days...
Back in 2016, when I began online, I went...
I've been stepping out of the drama, but my system wanted to pull me back in.
I noticed.... with all this space.. having consciously taken time off over the Christmas break which is a FIRST for me in the last 4 years, I was enjoying the Peace and quiet.
And yet my system, or let's say my...
The energy right now.. is so Crystalline, so Pristine, so Magical, so ‘floaty’, so... plasmic, I could describe it like the feeling of swimming fully submersed underwater....
I frequent dive under the huge waves in the ocean and touch down on the ocean floor as the big swell passes...
Yesterday siri took me back roads that saw me drive my V8 wagon through 4WD roads that.. you just wouldn't take such a car
I was weary and wondering wtf was the bitumen road again... but nope, we kept going through 4WD roads, just me siri and I, through private property cattle farms,...
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