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'She had a demon in her Hannah!' - I have heard this so much recently

'She had a demon in her Hannah!' - I have heard this so much recently with several clients and other messages that I have received from people, that I need to speak to this publicly. As my response is always the same. 

'She had a demon in her Hannah! I felt so shit around them, they drained my energy, they sucked the life out of me 'this person' did and I can still feel it today, even though I have no contact with them!' 

No - they didn't. 

Now, you might argue that and perhaps just read all the way through first. 

They might have a demon/entity/bad spirit attached to them now - HOWEVER. 

This is the most important point that I need to you to take away from this - that ANYONE who is behaving like they 'have an entity (I will just use the word entity for ease of writing - but you can replace this with your terminology demon/dark spirit etc). 

Anyone who is behaving like they have an entity attached to them - do you know what this is? 

Is that they...

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NOT GOOD ENOUGH - CLEAR!

NOT GOOD ENOUGH - CLEAR! THIS is how I clear... nothing more, nothing less is what this post is about... THIS is how you CLEAR THREADS. #likeapro #shamanstyle #feelingalltheway #ancientbloodedhealerstyle #ridingthewave
 
As I dropped deep... deep into the thread, the grief was real. The heartache was real. Feeling the depths of not good enough was real.
 
What did I do? What did I do? Was all that stumbled out of my mouth today in deep grief as I fell to my knees in deep dark heart pain.
 
I'll be honest, I struggled today on Mother's Day today. Mother? Wtf is that?
 
One could say I have issues with most 'commercialised days'. I don't really acknowledge them. Perhaps it is wondering how we all even came to celebrate such days, when people complain about Christmas for example and how it is all about presents and how it is a strain for most.. well why do we even do it.. another subject for another time I'm sure...
 
I don't really...
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Shifting fast - for what's to come 👑 ❤️🌟🔥

Allowing to drop into the grief about Panda, has enabled me to move through it fast, or moreso, the depth of grief that his gift and presence in my life enabled me to heal, deep threads from when I was 14 years old (see my latest livestream is you haven’t yet for more on this).

Is it any surprise that this weekend, I am doing something that.... is enabling me to come into who I really am? Which is... what happens when we turn 14? It it any surprise that the timing of what is happening tomorrow, is the core healing of this wound that surfaced this week, from dropping to the depths of what Pandas gift was to me?

Do you know I only realised yesterday when I was on livestream with my Life Purpose Mentorship Tribe/Group - I shared with them, that Adaya and I had gone back to the shop where we saw the pet headstones but a week before and whilst we were choosing one yesterday, a song, was ‘blaring’ in my ears in the shop, ‘In the air tonight’ by Phil Collins,...

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✨ENERGY FIELD ADJUSTMENT ✨

ENERGY FIELD ADJUSTMENT 

Put down those backpacks, you don't need to carry them anymore 

That moment you realise you've been carrying more than your share of the load, that moment when you can choose to release that which was never yours to carry in the first place, that moment when you remember your own energy field and the place your energy field and energetic alignment to your Soul's purpose was leading you in the first place..... 

= FREEDOM. 

Freedom from the weight of the back packs of things that you don't need to carry, the thoughts and beliefs of your past that weigh you down, energetically are a huge load. 

 

I started writing something else. And it didn't feel right. Because I realised I was censoring what I really wanted to say. Why?! I never do that! I never censor what my heart really wants to say. 

Why did I start doing that? 

Because my heart is still hurting, well, I don't know - does our heart ever really deeply hurt? 

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Protecting Your Heart, Protecting Your Energy

Protecting Your Heart, Protecting Your Energy

The word ‘protecting’ is a bit contradictory - when it comes to talking energy and your feelings for - 

The more you 'protect' how you are feeling

The more you try and 'protect' others how you are feeling, or wanting to protect them from something that is going on that is making you hurt, you are actually:

~ denying the truth of how you are feeling 
~ closing off your heart 
~ closing off to the people who mean the most to you 
~ isolating yourself 

And what actually happens in this space, is that the people you are protecting from feelings, actually don't feel protected - they feel abandoned, isolated and actually feel the energy you are trying to protect them from - more deeply. 

Why? 

Because energy is energy - it is a bit like the shadow, whatever you are trying to hide, push away and 'not think about' (pink elephant anybody!?!) get's stronger - it's right there. 

Whether you are...

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The Most Common Question I Get Asked - How Do I Let It Go?

The most common question I get asked is how do I let it go? How do I let that issue go and let it not interfere in my present? And the other question I get asked is how do I let go of my past relationship? And I'm going to answer them both here, because they both have the same answer. In fact, what I am about to share, relates to letting go of anything from your past. Hurt, pain, the loss of a loved one - anything.

How I speak to this right now, will be relating to being able to let your past go so it doesn't interfere with your present.

I've spoken a lot recently about choices. Make a choice to let it go. Making a decision to not feel that way. Yet a huge reality for most people and what I struggled with for many years, is being able to fucking let shit go.

I would get hurt. Someone would say something or do something and I would hold onto it for MONTHS. Years even. And I did. And it almost killed me. Literally.

So many have been asking me lately and I even taught this in Calling...

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The Rose Bush Analogy

The Rose Bush Analogy

So many of society are walking around with closed Hearts, hunched shoulders and sad minds. And these closed Hearts?

They have either a shield of armour protecting them, or shields or concrete walls or something similar.

Because honey, most people don't know how to protect themselves from getting hurt again. (btw, spiritual protection and protecting your energy is a bit old school these days! But that's another post!)

You see, the only thing that is real is LOVE. So when you close your Heart due to past pain from relationship hurt, trauma or otherwise, you do so to protect yourself from getting hurt again right?

Well, it doesn't quite work like that....

You may think you are protecting yourself from getting hurt again, but what you are actually doing is shutting the LOVE out that is present right now in the right now babe!

Because all that is now is Love. Someone gifting you something, someone saying you look good today, someone offering to carry your bag for...

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Suicide and the Empty Heart

Suicide and the Empty Heart

There has been alot about suicide coming to my awareness again recently, with celebrities and more and even though I have spoken to this in the past, I feel called to deeply share this here now. 

The thing with suicide is that one simply has lost Life Purpose. The Heart is completely shut down, there is a huge barrier and wall around ones Heart. The Heart is deeply connected to your Life Purpose. 

It's your desires, your joy, your fun, your LOVE - for self and others and life itself. 

When you shut down your Heart, that's done to protect oneself from future pain, but when you do this, it also blocks out any future love and care to come IN and THAT feels very isolating. It creates a big cold cave. 

Why does one shut down their Heart? Yes for protection - so you don't get hurt again right? This can stem from childhood or a relationship that wasn't very nice (or other things!)

What happens here, when you shut down your...

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Do you have someone on a pedestal? 💥❤️✨

Do you have someone on a pedestal?
 
Said with so much Love.
 
When you take someone off the pedestal the power roles cease to exist and you exist in unity.
 
When you have someone on a pedestal you give away your power and become a puppet bowing to their every need, you resonate so deeply with what they say, you forget who you are to an extent.
 
Why?
 
You don't mean to do it, you just do.
 
You admire them, look up to them, want to be like them - which is fine - they have amazing qualities - yet, they are just reflecting WHO YOU ARE.
 
And this is why this power reversal happens...
 
This is why we lose ourselves in relationships at times...
 
The wake up to this can be heartbreaking and gut-wrenching and anger and more will flood to the surface when 'reality hits'.
 
You may step into blame, projection and more, because you are simply - hurt.
 
The wake up from the...
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