After yet ANOTHER devastating relationship break up I found myself hiding away, breaking down in tears and pretending nothing happened on the outside, when inside, I was dying.. another huge gaping hole in my heart.... wtf is actually wrong with me??
After several weeks of moping around, trying to get some sort of work done and figuring out what is next because it seemed like everything was lost... I finally began to pick myself up and get back on my feet again.
I began to get in my groove again and vowed to never let any man pull me off path again... or.. let myself loose myself again... and focus on myself, my daughter and my business.
I wrote down pieces of inspiration and stuck it all around my home. Which I do frequently, however, I also go through phases of clearing it all away and having clear open space.
A fresh wave came in and inspiration flowed as I pulled myself back into deeply alignment, curiosity and wonder at... what the Universe had planned for...
No filter required, because the clarity I feel with my new life is exactly this - clear and beautiful.
However, I found myself bawling my eyes out in deep, deep grief last night for over an hour.
It was deep, deep grief, and it surprised me what it dropped into.
My old house and what I went through being in that home for 8 years.
What I learnt and grew through.
The biggest piece being my ex of 5 years and what... I went through with that. What I grew through and the person it has made me today, because of it.
But not a grief of missing it.
Rather, the stored and buried resentment that I had tucked away deep inside my gall-bladder.
Tears poured, out of no where as I climbed into bed. I found myself 'at my old house' in the lounge room on my knees, bawling my eyes out.
I found myself, hovering/flying above my house/suburb, feeling trapped in the black sludge that I felt energetically in that suburb, that I repeatedly cleared for so...
Twin Flame Ascension - Soulmates and Lovers and our Rapid Ascension Awakening of Humanity through 2020 and beyond. This post could also be titled "The Truth About Shifting Your Reality, from One Life to the Next." "This is How Your Manifestations Occur"
The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - but what does it actually mean? What does it look like in practicality terms in your day to day, everyday waking life?
The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - Consciousness is becoming conscious of itself.
(Notice the fire above and the ocean below in the image?!)
This also relates to if you are trying to manifest something and it isn't working in your life.
This also relates to if you are so sick and tired of NOTHING working in your life and wondering why THEY get it all and why it is all so darn hard for you and you feel burdened, over committed and like the world is caving in on you.
This Divine Masculine and Divine...
Release Yourself From Restrictive Blocks In Your Reality
It was never about them anyway...
"Oh my god I can't believe they did this/said that/how can they have/why did they...."
Whatever is turning up in your reality is 100% your responsibility.
It doesn't matter what 'they' did, what 'they' said, what anyone thinks, does or speaks... because on some level, it is your responsibility.
In a sense that, if you are truly the creator of your own reality = that means that EVERYTHING that is showing up is in some way shape or form, something you brought into your reality through your consciousness on some level.
It is bringing a deeper conscious awareness of yourself, that is all. It is helping you to become more conscious of yourself.
EVERYTHING IS A MIRROR AND A REFLECTION.
Notice most, what you are talking about, preaching about - having a reaction about with other people and what 'is on your mind about what they said' - your conscious awareness is...
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CUT TOXIC PEOPLE/SITUATIONS FROM YOUR LIFE
(even if you didn't have physical contact with them before)
- it is so crucial you are aware of this critical piece of information as you move forward in your 'healthy' life - otherwise you'll end up going back, around in circles or attract the same situations over and over again on a different level and wonder why isn't anything changing.
Okay, so this applies whether you have been having physical contact with this person, or just contact online, via text, email or phone - this ALSO applies if you don't have ANY contact with the person, but you FEEL THEM ALL THE TIME STILL (and is usually so distracting, interfering, draining of your energy right?)
So let's say you've cut all contact, you've decided ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and you are ready to take back your power in your life, finally feel good again and get over it already right?
So you cut all contact, you block them, you delete things off your...
Sacral Womb Healing (for Male or Female) - Cleaning Out Every Sexual Partner You’ve Ever Been With, this lifetime or previous
I just shared this in Trust Your Intuition and whilst I was filming this, I received the message to share it here with you too - PLEASE know this is a POWERFUL process and not something to be taken lightly.
Please post in the group for support if you do this process (or just from watching this video itself starts this process!) and share anything you need to from watching this/doing the ritual
The Life Purpose Queen
I just wouldn't even go there now...
Yet, if I didn't learn what I did back then, if it didn't destroy me back then... well, I know it would've come forth at some point in my lifetime and I am grateful that it did, when it did and... I even feel nervous sharing this.
I also know, that all my experiences have led me to this place now, to have this acute understanding of relationship dynamics, of energetic understanding and for that? Well, I guess the pain was kinda worth it!
When I was fumbling my way around, fumbling my way in the early days of building my business online, this July, marking 4 years from the very moment I opened the online course program I had bought to teach myself how to do it... there was, a lot of... fumbling around... not even, in the online gig scene.
This was... fumbling around in relationships!
I JUST WOULDN'T.....
I see now? That this entire journey online? Has been my journey through Healing My Inner Masculine.