The Upgrades Can Feel Mighty Uncomfortable & Confusing
I remember feeling totally freaked out when I consciously experienced my first upgrade.
It was deeply uncomfortable, I felt
However once I realised/learnt what was going on - I trained myself to relax into it and receive it.
Ascension is happening regardless of whether we do work or not.
Humanity and consciousness and society is changing and the resistance to these upgrades will be full of pain, trauma and will feel like torture, it can feel like no body understands you and that you are struggling big time and 'Yeah, all good for you Hannah!' - this is the trapping of the old paradigm that the upgrades are trying to release you from. I can say this, because this is what I experienced it as before I allowed myself to even go there with this. I was all good in the dark -...
When the Devil becomes your ally, you wouldn't even question the darkness.
When the Devil becomes your ally, you see them as your best friend.
When the Devil becomes your ally, you know you're moving and have shifted to your next level.
When the Devil becomes your friend, not your foe... reality shifts beyond measure.
When the Devil becomes your deepest reflection you transform your reality at the most underground of cores that takes root in the depths not many dare to go.
They see it is a scary.
They see it as evil.
They see it as low vibration that should be steered away from with a ten foot barge pole.
Yet, most do not know, that the most powerful energy, comes from the darkest of depths, if you know how to travel them and return with more power and sense of self that some try, but never reach.
Creation was born in blood, sweat and tears. (Intimacy with a lover, is all of these in deep creation of a Being)
Creation was born in...
Loving Your Ego to Death... that moment that changes it all...
I cringe so much when I hear people saying 'get rid of your ego' 'kill your ego' 'ignore your ego' and the like...
Whilst this sort of language at times can be helpful when you need strong loving boundaries to get out of a situation, but to have a deep seated belief that you need to rid your ego long term, feels like utter hatred, hurtful and is only feeding the negative energy on the planet.
And yes, our Ego can be negative and nasty... yet, so are aspects of our shadow... and to me, there is no difference here.... ego and shadow are same..they are different aspects that make up our psyche - just like ANY emotion you feel, they are different parts of your psyche - of your consciousness. That's all.
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Then your next stage of evolution and dissolving all barriers to your manifestation abilities and your ability to BECOME THE LIGHT THAT YOU ARE -...
I FORGET IT AFFECTS ME TOO
Sounds silly right? Yet, I do.
Right now, we are in this portal that I keep talking about. If you look back over the years, this time of year is always quite.... shedding one could say.
It is when we are either going into a caterpillar cocoon into the darkness - or are the seed in the darkness of the soil that we don't realise is a seed about to hit the surface and feel the light again...
We are coming out of the cocoon already, or we've already broken the surface of the soil and are feeling the light again.
I will keep reminding you that we are in this portal of Halloween/Samhain - this is the marking point of heading into the dark winter... in the Northern Hemisphere of course.
Then, on top of that, we are heading into Scorpio... one of the darkest Astrological signs for the simple fact that it is DEEP, dark, mysterious and mighty sensual.
Many are experiencing right now:
Do you know what I did after I got off that livestream yesterday?
I realised and remembered, well, I am deeply aware of that black steam rising and releasing from Mother Earth - and just like a say, if you sense dark/dense energy somewhere, just like picking up a bit of rubbish off the beach, you are aware of it for a reason, time to clear the energy of the place/space.
As I walked up the beach after I got off livestream, I found myself, not walking here, but there, under Bali, in the 'Underworld' you could call it. (I would only recommend doing this, if you know what you are doing, going into these 'dark' places btw). I found myself walking amongst the darkest of dark spirits and souls, snake like creatures even, and they wanted to attack, to harm, but with my energy, I just stared them in the eyes with LOVE, the most powerful thing on this planet. It was like a dark cave, and I kept walking through it.
With my hands, pouring healing, clearing energy as I went...
#energyupdate Are your ready to expand your Soul Body & Consciousness?
Ready for Light?
What Grim Reaper & Witch have to do with my Life Purpose.
Atlantis rising, that Limitless Pill & the last 6 months of my life all makes total sense now
FAILED RELATIONSHIP AFTER FAILED RELATIONSHIP AFTER FAILED RELATIONSHIP
I SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE. Some will understand, some won’t.
Take me deep and take me slow, just don’t make me weep and leave me in a heap.
“I told you She’s the chosen One, and you didn’t believe me.”
I meant to write this blog on Monday, but our Grandmother Moon, had different plans of releasing for me on Monday before I held our powerful Online Full Moon Ceremony. So here it is now.
I have been increasingly frustrated recently with this thing that’s been bugging me. I’ve been noticing it quite a lot and to be honest it’s been in the forefront of my awareness since about the end of September. Yet, it started to be quite in my face in late June last year and only in the past few days, has it dawned on me and so many pieces of the puzzle have come together. Nothing like a Blood Full Moon Lunar Eclipse to catapult one of the biggest depth of learning for...
"That is a light that shines from deep within, as the light trickles in on a hair line crack you’ll see it get bigger as the darkness fades and the light cascades down the ingrained parade.
You’ll see the light for it shines within, for the light has never ever been dimmed, it just seems that way when you’ve forgotten who you are and the darkness shrouds before you have time to close the door.
You forgot who you are only if for a moment, for when you remember it is like all power returns by the hour. Grace is with your light dear Lightworker, it is time to rise from your darkest hour. No more pain from deep down with in because your light is the train from the heavens within.
Take my hand and let me lead you back to the light for its within us as a team the light and the dark. You’ll hear me cry and you’ll hear me wail, but your tender loving heart is the cure for the ail, for to be seen by such a heart is what shifts my dark and you’ll never turn...