After yet ANOTHER devastating relationship break up I found myself hiding away, breaking down in tears and pretending nothing happened on the outside, when inside, I was dying.. another huge gaping hole in my heart.... wtf is actually wrong with me??
After several weeks of moping around, trying to get some sort of work done and figuring out what is next because it seemed like everything was lost... I finally began to pick myself up and get back on my feet again.
I began to get in my groove again and vowed to never let any man pull me off path again... or.. let myself loose myself again... and focus on myself, my daughter and my business.
I wrote down pieces of inspiration and stuck it all around my home. Which I do frequently, however, I also go through phases of clearing it all away and having clear open space.
A fresh wave came in and inspiration flowed as I pulled myself back into deeply alignment, curiosity and wonder at... what the Universe had planned for...
Twin Flame Ascension - Soulmates and Lovers and our Rapid Ascension Awakening of Humanity through 2020 and beyond. This post could also be titled "The Truth About Shifting Your Reality, from One Life to the Next." "This is How Your Manifestations Occur"
The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - but what does it actually mean? What does it look like in practicality terms in your day to day, everyday waking life?
The Divine Masculine and The Divine Feminine is awakening - Consciousness is becoming conscious of itself.
(Notice the fire above and the ocean below in the image?!)
This also relates to if you are trying to manifest something and it isn't working in your life.
This also relates to if you are so sick and tired of NOTHING working in your life and wondering why THEY get it all and why it is all so darn hard for you and you feel burdened, over committed and like the world is caving in on you.
This Divine Masculine and Divine...
THE UNPLANNED PREGNANCY WOUND
Let's say you are in a relationship, or you begin sleeping with someone and think that this is a relationship that you can continue. Then.. you feel it isn't right anymore. You break up. Then, you are drawn back together. You know it isn't right to be together, but you do it anyway, against your intuition. Next thing you know - you're pregnant. FUCK. Right?
I have been deeply called to speak to this VERY common topic, that no one seems to think of, address or dive deep into healing.
Yet, unplanned pregnancies are a VERY frequent occurence.
Whilst MANY choose to keep their child and love their child to bits of course - if the initial 'shock' of an unplanned pregnancy is not dealt with, faced and dived deep into the emotions that come from that - they can manifest in MANY ways as you grow with your child through the years.
These 'symptoms' that are commonly linked back to THE UNPLANNED PREGNANCY WOUND manifest as:
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CUT TOXIC PEOPLE/SITUATIONS FROM YOUR LIFE
(even if you didn't have physical contact with them before)
- it is so crucial you are aware of this critical piece of information as you move forward in your 'healthy' life - otherwise you'll end up going back, around in circles or attract the same situations over and over again on a different level and wonder why isn't anything changing.
Okay, so this applies whether you have been having physical contact with this person, or just contact online, via text, email or phone - this ALSO applies if you don't have ANY contact with the person, but you FEEL THEM ALL THE TIME STILL (and is usually so distracting, interfering, draining of your energy right?)
So let's say you've cut all contact, you've decided ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and you are ready to take back your power in your life, finally feel good again and get over it already right?
So you cut all contact, you block them, you delete things off your...
I know that my relationships 'failed' in the past, because I 'fell for their potential' not the current reality of who they were.
Due to this, I found myself always ‘nit picking’ what was wrong with them, what they weren’t doing right, how they weren’t stepping up and… the list goes on.
This, was only reflecting me not owning and living, my own potential that I was seeing in them.
I was nit picking my own self - because I didn’t listen to my intuition from the start to not walk any further down this road with them. But all my fears of ‘this is all there is’ ‘they love me, why should I walk away’ - yet, what I learnt, is no matter how shiny it is on the outside, if my intuition is telling me no - I need to not only listen, but act on it.
Because I didn’t act on what my intuition was guiding me to do, I felt angry, agitated and anxious 99% of the time, there was an underlying unsettled feeling, that they...