I AM PRETTY SURE I PASSED THE INITIATION
First of all, I am DEEPLY touched by all your heartfelt messages and birthday wishes, much of which I am still getting to reply to! THANK YOU from the bottom of my deep heart, DEEPLY received by you all, and I am so grateful you are in my life. I wouldn't be here without you all and I am eternally grateful
On my birthday, I am pretty sure, I passed an unexpected initiation.
Last year, I also went through an initiation - and maybe that is what happens on birthdays?
I used to get so disheartened on birthdays and stopped really celebrating them at all, after my 21st where I invited a whole pile of people, hired a venue and only 5 showed up This was, just 3 months after I had 'awakened' - so I guess I was already starting to feel the separation from the people who were just party friends, compared to what real friends even mean.
I'm getting sidetracked...
Back to current day reality - I had a big 'knock'...
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY
Today I turn 35. When I was first 'spiritually awakened' back in 2005, I always would say in general conversation with whomever I would speak to, that I 'would be able to retire when I turn 35'.
Now, whilst in my mind, I always thought, that meant I would be a millionaire by the time I am 35 - now that day has come, I realise the depth of what 'retire' means.
Now, let me just clarify something - because mainstream 'retire' and MY 'retire' - two VERY different things.
I will NEVER retire because I never TIRE of doing what I LOVE - because I always have and always will do everything I love all the time.
Much to the disapproval of many people including some family members that would look down their nose at me for "#godforbid follow your heart and dreams - what a crock! No body can do that!" They would say! Ah, you can tell I really listened to them right?!
For me, creating a life I don't need a holiday/vacation from... creating a life that...
I've been trying to figure out what the cloud is over my heart...
I've still been trying to figure it out amongst all this change, that there is still this sense of sadness in my heart, that I have been pondering, wondering and trying to dig a bit deeper into what it is that is going on here.
I am at a place where things are getting easier and easier, I have walked through the hard part of building my business online, creating courses and coming to a place of ease of flow. I've learnt the tech systems, I know how to use them to share my heart and soul, to share my message to shift you, awaken you and guide you through your hardest storms.
Yet. What is this sense that sits in/over my heart?
Ever since 2005, when I was 'spiritually awakened' - I had this aliveness for life, I took myself off drugs with my spiritual path and yet every one around me (at the time) laughed at me, tore me down and called me crazy.
I've ALWAYS had a BIG BIG vision, bigger than...
READING RESULTS ARE IN!!! For 17th September 2019
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There are many aspects to creating a freedom lifestyle and the biggest part is even KNOWING you are destined and born for more than just the 9-5 work week.
You feel it in your bones, heart and Soul and there is always a desire and longing for MORE.
You desire the freedom, autonomy and aspects of not worrying about money and being able to give your loved ones everything they desire, let alone sharing your Heart and Soul with the world and what you are being guided to do with your Life Purpose even if you don't know 'what' you feel that Soul calling from deep within your bones.
There are foundational building blocks to creating such a lifestyle and I would not be where I am today without this.
I am grateful to be able to share this opportunity with you, Colleen (the creator of the course I...
I have been nervous to even write again and I am not even sure what has ‘knocked’ it out of me. Yet, of course, I could name several things #ofcourse and I am sure I will begin to share them soon, as I can feel them BUSTING to speak out of me, to be HEARD and VOICED. Amazing, I just typed HEART and realised how close it is to be HEARD HEART - amazing. Hearing the Heart. Okay, okay!
The biggest space that has been going on for me recently is what do I even do anymore?
What is, the point if sooo many spiritual teachers are now out there and emerging, so what is my purpose even more? If everyone is doing it - then… ?
It has been MIGHTY uncomfortable to sit in this space of not knowing! But it actually isn't the 'not knowing'! It is that the internal driver has gone! The motivation if you will, the why or the - needing to do it to be good enough, to achieve or SOMETHING. Yet, it is also REALLY hard to put into words this feeling - yet, I realise, that this is...
READING RESULTS ARE IN!!! For 10th September 2019
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The Life Purpose Queen
Card #1: The Unveiling Dance.
Ah, without looking in the book yet, I feel like this card for you is deeply about all the layers that you are shedding, stripping away piece after piece after piece of your old self and the new emerging you is being born - emerging into who you’ve always been before all these facades of masks you chose to put on at one point or another because of whatever...
FREE PSYCHIC READING for Tuesday Tarot 10th September 2019
Pick which number jumps out at you, that first comes to mind, that you hear in your mind, that your eyes are first drawn to, that you just know, that you sense or that you feel and comment your number below to let me know what number you choose today.
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Dear Kuan Yin, was calling today, so I am deeply curious what this Goddess has for you today
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